Chapter 36 - Obsession
Later that day Brayden and Darcy lay in their bed as Brayden was on his back with just a boxer on while Darcy laying right next to him with her head on his arm and one of her legs curling around him.
Darcy POV...
"What going on in this heard of yours?" I asked him, trying to get through that head of his
"A lot going on right now, not going to lie." he simply responded.
No success.
"Am I a part of it?" I tried again
"Mosly you," he stated.
What's happened yesterday chocked everyone, everyone one but me, cause I already know that was going to happened, something bad, really bad he felt it and he talk to me about it, we talk about anything, about his past, his fear, my fear my deepest desires, his deepest desire, literally anything. And i was scared. Scared for the one who would dare oppose between him and I.
Something that i was so afraid of, every single one of my friend can tell you that, even if I was in love with many different people before but I always make sure to separate obsession from being in love.
If I dare say that out loud, I bet you'd be like, what is she talking about? Well, before you could be one of these people, first ask yourself these two questions. What is love? And what is obsession? And then compare them and see for yourself.
I'll go first. What is being love mean to me? It means knowing someone deeply enough, that you're started to feeling more like yourself in the presence of that person or not that's how it's always happened at first, you'll pretend to be shy even tho you were the wildest person in the world when with your friends.
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I started blushing again. " Okay, Elliott, look at you. Your smile, your eyes, your voice, it's an immediate nope for me, I gotta declined, "
He smiles and says, "Okay, fair enough, I gotta respect your decision, but I'll leave you my number anyway, in case you change your mind...you can give me a call or not."
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"It's not nothing since I saw you looking staring at me. D A R C Y"
"I bet that isn't new to you, seeing people staring at you, so it's not a big deal."
"Indeed it isn't, but seeing you, Darcy amilton, looking at me like that, it is totally new to me, and I'm proud of it,"
*
I took it off, and right after he took off my skirt, he started to slide his hand down on what was hidden under this beautiful yellow pan___
****
When I realized what I was doing, I shook my head to let that stupid and wild thought out of my head.
Suddenly, you're feeling the need to tell that someone everything and want to hear more from that person as well, deep secrets that's you will never share even with your best friends
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P.S. This is another guy Darcy used to dated that he's going to be in the second book.
While dining together.
"Let get back to yesterday. What was that? I didn't know you were that obsessed with him," he asked
"I didn't know you were jealous and were not even together," I responded
"Not yet," he replied
"Hahaha, good one," I said
"You have a lot a lot to learn, and you don't know shit, you don't know who I'm obsessed with," I continued
"Oww, that one hundred percent me," he said confidently
"Huff, sounds like I got a chance after all," he sighed
"Yeah, right?"
"Darcy, do you want to go on a date with me?"
I already have headphones on, so I put the volume up, pretending not to hear what he just said.
"What? I can't hear you. "
"Do you... want...Come one Darcy don't pretend you don't hear me"
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At one point, when you see that person in public, your heart might nearly rip off your chest to go join and kiss that person instead of you. You might also lose interest in anyone else and don't want to see them talking with anyone else but you ( from book 1)
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I sat on one of the seats of our stadium while the team was training.
He left training to come and talk to me.
"Hey girl, wassup?"
He bends down, and then we kiss.
"What are you doing? were you looking at me training all along?" He asked
"I was there even before your training started," I replied
"So what were you doing exactly?"
"I was working on my speech assignment, and now I think I'm done here, I should go before class starts,"
"Okay, see you later then, and good luck with your speech."
"Thanks!!!"
And we kiss again.
When Serge was about to go, then I stopped all of a sudden, I turned and called him.
"Serge"
"What beautiful?"
"Do you have a minute? I want to discuss something with you"
"Serge, come back here...we have a final to win so forget about everyone even the only angel on earth you are probably talking to right now...and be in love with your balls...I mean ball...it's not like it's sounds like" Screamed Coach
"That can wait, right? We'll discuss later, " he said
"Serge!!" Screamed Coach once again
"I can go or that Mather Father going to kill me, love you," he stated
And he ran.
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Or you can also define being in love by simply saying A+, playing them and them playing you in return, disrespect you by the worst grade you've ever got even if you were an Howard's level nerds. Using the people you like the most to make you jealous and prove a point and you are going to fall in his trapped by proving their point, winning their hearts and save your honor even if you didn't have to proved yourself for anyone but you will anyway to prove that person that you love him (book 1)
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We are in a restaurant for our first date before it's all goes down.
"Can we have the check, please?" I signal the server
"One second, please,"
"Don't worry, I got you," says Brayden
"No, I invited you remember," I said
"Come on, I want to do it for once,"
"Sounds like you're never pay a check before," I ask cause I was curious
"Not with everyone I ate in a restaurant with, and most of the time, I am always the one who got invited"
"Did you know why?"
"Not exactly, but I guess it because everyone talks about me as a rich boy."
"But you are a rich boy
"No, my parents are, I'm still working and making my own money."
"Wow, you keep amazed me,"
"Yes? It's because I'm full of surprises, " he simply responded
I smile and ask, "So what king you're doing?"
"I was a server in a restaurant back in New york, but here I'm still looking for one."
"Wow, I'll pay to see Serve Me," I stated
"You would've still paid anyway, so what's the point?"
"Hahaha, good one,"
A few minutes later when we got outside and were out of idea of what we should do next.
"What else can we do?" I asked
"I don't know, go and box," he suggested
"Not a bad idea, I always wanted to do that,"
"Hey, I was kidding," he said
"I want to do it, please... I want to know how to box when someone attacks me so I can defend myself, " I said
He put his smooth hand holding both sides of my cheeks, and he exclaimed, "I'll be there for you. You don't need to"
"I know, but that's exactly why I want to do it, I want to have your back,"
"That's a good damn reason. Follow me, I know somewhere around the coner"
A few moments later, we were I'm the ring, wearing globes and athletes outfits like we were pros, and Brayden was the one teaching me.
"I'm not really a pro, but I can teach you what my trainer taught me first, I'll be difficult for you now, but in time, it'll be easy, peasy," he stated
"These are six basic boxing punches: Jab, cross, lead hook, rear hook, lead uppercut and rear uppercut ...Although there are six punches in the punch count number system, they can also be broken down further into four main type of boxing punches...these four type of punches are: Jab, Cross, Hook, Uppercut"
"You're so cute when teaching. Are you sure you're not a pro?" I stop to ask
"Believe me, I am not, but I had a good coach."
"You're also a good coach... Coach!!"
"Really, thanks,"
A quick transition of when Darcy was beaten the shit out of some random mad dudes in the street of LA, she beat them all then call the police over them while they moaning in pain in the ground.
Back to the same night.
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"Only one more thing I want to do now, it's in my bucket list," I suggested
"Go ahead, then we still have time,"
"I want to know how to use a gun and learn how to disarm someone."
"Actually, there's a place not too far from here,"
"You don't ask why this time?"
"There's a lot of things I haven't asked you about yet, Darcy, but I will, I promise,"
We head over there, and then there was a pro plus Brayden showing me how it's done and Brayden going first, showing me how it's done.
He went, and he didn't miss a single target. I was impressed.
The next thing I knew after the Pro was to teach me everything, and it was my turn to show what I learned.
The way I grabbed the mini submachine wasn't correct. He came next to me, then behind me, touched my chest, and back slowly and smoothly tried to help me fix my posture. Then he went down slowly till he reached my arms. He let go, and he whispered smoothly.
"Now,"
Then i started shooting.
It transitioned to where I was blasting Black face car and his soldiers.
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Book 2)
Brayden is on set filming "No Escape Plan" and about to take a break, there is a lot of background actors around Fans waiting to take autographs and pictures with Brayden.
There was no paparazzi around, but when Brayden took his break and headed toward his car with his bodyguards around him, then they all appeared out of the knowhere.
One of them and my friends Jules ask his questions he responded Then he turn to the one who was holding the camera with a helmet on, it was a girl and say.
"What about your friends over there? What is...?"
The she quickly interrupt him "Yes actually I got another question...I heard a rumor that Deborah the writer and who is also the director of 'No escape plan' and you are seeing each other, is the rumor true?"
Brayden and Jules look at each other, and Brayden looks at the fans. And all are say at the same time
"What?"
"Not true at all...wait...what kind of seeing you are talking about? Is it seeing on set or... because if that's what you meant, you completely lost it. Where is your common sense? Come one, she is the director I have seen here every day and pissed me off as well. Sorry Deborah, but it is true, " replied Brayden
Everyone started to laugh.
"You know what? I don't even want to know your answer. Dennis, get me out of here, " he continued
"Javis, we need you to bring the car right now, get ready," says the head of Brayden's body guards
"All right, sir, now everyone makes way."
The car approach and Brayden hop in.
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At one point, you'll become uninterested, as things aren't going as planned, you'll eventually find someone else who seems better.
And being obsessed on the other hand is all of that the only difference is you'll never want to let go even if they give all kind of red flags but you'll see them as a green flags, you'll see everything differently, toxic for you will be saint, you'll go through hell for that person.
Ask everyone close to me, and they tell you Darcy's biggest fear in being obsessed with something or someone. I never wanted to get close to something at one point. I'll value it more than my life, not even my phone.
No one will never be obsessed with me, so why should I? I'm so toxic about that, and I know I am. That's what I always said to myself.
After a few minutes of having flashbacks, I turn towards him, and I suprise to see his eyes are way open, staring at me. Then he smirked.
"How long have you been admiring at me for?" I asked
"Long enough,"
"Did you like what you see?"
"No, I love what I see," he stated.
He stretched his arm, passing it through my legs, and shaped it into a hook, grabbing me from the top of my ass and then pulling me closer to him. Staring at each other's lips for a second, trying not to kiss them before giving in. We kissed for a while, and then we both opened our eyes. I smirked he smirked, and then bitten my lower lip.
"Ouch."
"Sorry."
Then we both burst out of laugh.
Well, that's right. But it doesn't matter if he is obsessed with me or not.
You don't understand, I'm not in love with Brayden...I'm obsessed.
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