Chapter 62

Alana and Luke text each other through the week, waiting patiently for Thursday to arrive. The anticipation of seeing each other gets to the both of them as the time gets closer.

They both know they want each other, it's very clear in every way. Just now will they be able to go through with it? Or keep their composer?

For Alana, she was ready for anything at this point. She held back for so long she didn't see the point in it any longer. Why play the good girl? What has it gotten her so far? And if Luke was being honest with himself he felt the same exact way. He was a good guy trying to make his marriage work, trying to be so many things he wasn't for a person who didn't see him for who he really was. They both felt it was time to let go some and enjoy their lives, enjoy the time they had together and not think about what could be? What would be? Their overthinking never got them anywhere in the past, it wouldn't now either.

The ending of the week finally comes, Alana going to work packing her bag with goodies to wear later that night. So filled with excitement and joy to see Luke. The same washes through him, as he gets ready to go to work, not even seeing when Whitney leaves so engrossed in his own mind.

Later in the evening, Alana gets ready to see Luke after a long day at work. She goes to the corner waiting for him to show up.

"Hey babe, I am here, I will be heading up to you in a minute, just get in the car," Luke says.

"Ok, I can't wait to see you," Alana replies looking for Luke's car to show up.

Luke pulls up to the corner and Alana walks around getting in on the passenger seat. For the first time being in his car. She just looks at him after getting into the car, he looks at her and they kiss.

It's dark outside now being the start of January, Luke drives off holding Alana's hand in his.

"Babe, where do you want to go?" Luke asks.

"I told you it's your choice this time," Alana smirks.

"Ok, I think we should just park somewhere and talk, just be together. I really just want to be with you." Luke admits.

"Same here, and that sounds fine with me," Alana replies.

Luke rides around then parks in an empty parking lot. Just wanting to be close to her.

"I hope this is ok?"Luke says.

"It's fine, I still can't believe your here. I feel that every time we see each other. I am always so excited to be with you." Alana says holding his hand close.

"Tell me about it, I could barely work today thinking about you. You are always on my mind. From the moment I get up till I fall asleep at night. I am not sure what is going on with me." Luke admits.

"It makes me happy to know you feel this way because I feel the same way. I have since you came into my life. You make me very happy." Alana replies.

"Same here," Luke answers moving in close to Alana placing his hand on her thigh as he moves in for a kiss.

His lips lightly touch hers, giving her a tender kiss, it keeps going as his tongue lightly touches and plays with hers. Something she has never felt before, tender, soft, romantic. Tingles go throughout her body, making her want more, making the kiss deeper and stronger.

Her arms wrap around his neck pushing him closer to her, as his arms wrap around her moving up and down her back. The feeling of their bodies this close bringing sparks flying in every direction.

"I want you," Alana says breaking the kiss for a moment.

"I want you too, god do I., " Luke says out of breath.

"I want to be able to touch more of you," Alana replies with a blush.

"You can touch any part of me you want. I will not stop you. Let's move to the back seat, where we will have a little more room, and we can be closer." Luke suggests.

Alana shakes her head yes, and climbs into the back seat feeling like a teenager. This wasn't the most ideal place for this, but it was easy and no one was there to see them. At this point, they both wanted each other so badly they didn't care where it was.

Luke goes into the back seat as well, a bit nervous if he was honest with himself. He hasn't wanted anyone this badly in a very long time. The feelings going through him right now were amazing. His heart was beating fast, his palms were sweaty. He also felt like a teenage boy.

Alana just looks at him sitting there, the man she has yearned for all these months, the man that turns her on more than anything ever. Was she going to stop herself yet again? Or let go like she planned to? The feelings running through her, are fierce, the need for this man is like nothing she has ever experienced. He made her crazy on the phone, and in-person even more.

It was a do or die moment, go for what you want? Or walk away. Both can have regrets, but at this moment walking away might have more than going through with it.