~ Michael's POV ~

After I had fallen I felt like crying. I had just embarrassed myself in front of not just the whole class but my massive crush too.

All I could do was get up and head out of the classroom as quick as I could. I didn't wanna let everyone see me cry so instead of the bathroom I headed to a secluded place where no one goes. I really didn't wanna get bullied for what the fuck I just did. Yeah I'm not the only bully with a group in the school I get bullied myself so piss off

I had found a spot and got there just in time to. So I leaned against the lockers and slid down to the floor as I let the tears fall down my cheeks.

I wasn't exactly crying from the embarrassment or pain I got from the fall. It was actually because I tend to cry at random because of being so depressed and now was one of the times.

I had randomly started to miss my mother and Elizabeth out of nowhere making me cry a little more, then my father was always horrible to me and didn't care about me at all.

On top of that I couldn't help but remember what I saw this morning with y/n and Henry which only hurt me more. I just wanted to hear my dad say "I love you" to me at least once in my life.

I wanted him to say that and hold me close like he use to do with Elizabeth before she was killed and what he still does with Evan.

Honestly Elizabeth was clearly his favorite because she reminded him so much of mother and was the perfect daughter of our family just like y/n and Charlie in theirs. However as much as I wanted to have that relationship with my father he never does it. I'm hated by him and all he ever does is abuse me and blame me for everything even when it's not my fault.

Plus that's not all knowing my luck I'll probably get into a fight today as well and I know dad wouldn't care if I come home all bruised, beaten up and bleeding.

I know that fight will either be with classmates, my bullies, or some other students. However if not them then it would be my father himself. I didn't wanna go home and face his abuse but I knew I had too

It's funny how just that one embarrassing thing had triggered a whole slew of my depression. Was I really that sensitive right now? If so then what the fuck did you do to me dad.

After those thoughts I had taken off my fingerless gloves and unwrapped the bandages I kept on my lower arms that was normally a fashion trait to complete my "bad boy" look.
(A/n: so you get what I mean by that)

(A/n: your welcome)

I did this so I could take out the pocket knife I kept in my pocket and cut my wrists with the pocket knife and let the blood run down as I cried until I was done

- Meanwhile in class -

~ Y/n's POV ~

I had noticed Michael has been gone for a long time and being the way I am as much as I hated him he was actually making me anxious.

That's when I couldn't take it anymore and had a strange urge of going to check on Michael to make sure he's ok. So I raised my hand to ask

Y/n: "Miss"

Teacher: "Yes y/n"

Y/n: "Can I go to the bathroom"

Teacher: "Sure Ms. Emily"

I then get up and headed out of the classroom in search of Michael. He was actually pretty hard to find since I know he didn't go to the bathroom.

This is because I knew when michael gets like this he just flat out ditches class. I know this from experiences of being in the same class as him through out the years.

I honestly never knew why he did this and it can't just be because of embarrassment. However today that was gonna change I wanted to get answers from him.

~ Michael's POV ~

As I was crying I had eventually slipped the knife back in my pocket and wrapped my arms back up in the bandages then put the gloves back on.

That's when I hear foot steps approaching me so I tried to stay silent and hush myself. I tried so hard but it wasn't necessarily working to well especially when I found out who's footsteps they were

Y/n: "Michael where are you, I know you didn't go to the bathroom. The reason why is because I know from experiencing it throughout the years that when you get like this you tend to just ditch class"

I didn't answer her

Y/n: "I know you're around here and I wanna know why you do this"

Michael: "No you don't"

That's when she found me

Y/n: "Aw you're crying aren't you"

Michael: "N-No I'm not"

Y/n: "You clearly are"

Michael: "FUCK OFF!!"

I then stood up and shoved her out of the way as I started to walk away

Y/n: "Oh so you wanna play that way huh well then...I'll fucking give it to you"

I feel her shove me back making me fall and scrape my knees as well as elbow. Which pissed me off but I didn't bother getting back up. Honestly I had no idea she was that strong. She then started yelling at me and honestly it sounded almost like crying

Y/n: "I WAS FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT YOU THATS WHY IM HERE! I LEFT CLASS FOR YOU! AND ALL YOU DO IS PUSH ME AWAY! THIS IS WHY I FUCKING HATE YOU!!"

That's when it pissed me off and I stand back up to shove her back

Michael: "I SAID FUCK OF YOU BITCH"

I then hit her giving her a bruise which only made me regret what I did...I had just hit a girl.

But she picks herself up looking really pissed at me now

Y/n: "you know what...NO! IM DONE WITH THIS SHIT! IM DONE WITH YOUR FUCKING BULLYING! IM DONE BEING FUCKING NICE! IM DONE HIDING THE TRUTH!

Michael: "THEN TELL ME YOU FUCKING BITCH!!"

That's when she punched me really hard too.

Y/n: "IM NOT A PERFECT FUCKING GIRL LIKE YOU ALWAYS CALL ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH!! I LOST MY LITTLE SISTER TO YOUR FUCKING FATHER HE MURDERED HER! CHARLIE WAS ONLY 8 AND I LOVED HER! IT BROKE ME WHEN I LOST HER! IT MADE ME DEPRESSED! NOW IM A FUCKING DELINQUENT BECAUSE OF THAT! YOUR BULLYING ONLY FED MY DEPRESSION MORE MAKING ME GO MORE INTO DELINQUENCY!! YET YOU ALWAYS THINK OF ME AS STILL BEING "SO PERFECT" OR THE "PERFECT DAUGHTER" BUT IM NOT IM LIKE YOU!! SO I HATE THAT YOU SAY I'M SO DAMN PERFECT!! SO FUCK YOU AND YOUR LITTLE BULLY GROUP YOU BIG FUCKING JERK!"

She was serious and pushed me down again but I got back up. She had tears streaming down her cheeks

Michael: "FINE! CALL ME WHAT YOU WANT!! HELL EVEN HURT ME IF YOU WANT I CAN TAKE IT IM ABUSED AND EVERY ONE HATES ME! SO GO HEAD AND DO WHAT YOU WANT I'M ALREADY DOWN YOU BITCH I CAN TAKE IT!!"

That's when she pushed me again and even kicked me when I was down making me groan in pain but I just took it. I had no idea she was more like me than I thought. I honestly thought she just said that but I could see it was true now.

I just took it because I've been bullied myself, I've been abused, and I've been in multiple fights so this was nothing new. Plus I knew I would get into a fight today with someone but out of everyone I didn't know it would of been my crush

Y/n: "YOU STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE GONE THROUGH!! YOUR JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER AND DON'T GIVE A FUCK!

She kicked me again and made cough up a little blood but I still responded to her I was just in to much pain to get up again

Michael: "IM NOTHING LIKE THAT MONSTER!! IN FACT I DO KNOW WHAT YOU GO THROUGH!!"

y/n: "NO YOU DON'T"

Michael: "YES I DO IN FACT IM PROBABLY WORSE!

y/n: "HOW!!"

Michael: "I'VE BEEN BULLIED MYSELF AND HAVE BEEN IN ONE TO MANY FIGHTS!!
MY DAD DOESN'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME!!
EVERYONE JUST HATES ME!!
I ALSO LOST MY LITTLE SISTER BUT TO A FUCKING ANIMATRONIC AND I WATCHED IT HAPPEN, I HEARD HER SCREAMS BUT I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!

MY MOTHER DIVORCED MY FATHER THEN I LOST HER TO FUCKING SUCIDE!!
IM THE HATED CHILD IN MY FAMILY!!
MY DAD ALWAYS BLAMES ME FOR SOMETHING I NEVER DID!!
AND IM SO DEPRESSED THAT I FUCKING DRINK THEN WAKE UP WITH A MASSIVE MIGRAINE!
SO GO AHEAD NOW THAT YOU KNOW TAKE OUT ALL YOUR FUCKING ANGER ON ME EVERYONE USES ME AS A PUNCHING BAG ANYWAYS!!"

She didn't do anything and just dropped down to her knees besides me while tears ran down my cheeks. She to was also crying herself. That's when I choke out the words

Michael: "I-I'm sorry"

y/n: ....

Michael: "You d-don't need to forgive me...I-In fact I'll just t-take my leave"

With that I get up in quite a bit of pain specifically in my ribs since that is where she kicked me but tried not to show it and started walking away

A/n:

Ooo somethings going on between you 2 now hmm. Y'all both just snapped and reviled dark shit about yourself.

But yeah I was gonna write more but since this chapter was already approximately 1724 words in all I thought I should continue next chapter so until next time...
"Stay Awesome, Stay Safe, Have A Great Day Wherever You May Be And Remember I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater Peace Out My Pups" ;3