My breath quickens as the murmurs get louder. They bellow at me, FAILURE, STUPID, UGLY, USELESS, FAT, and so many ghastlier things to impair me. The world starts getting blurrier and I am starting to see darkness from the corners of my eyes. As the voices roar I lean against the wall of my somber cold room. My back slumped down against the wall and I shut my shattered broken brown eyes. I start hyperventilating as the thunderous voices panic me even more. I try to control my breathing. After a few seconds I feel dizzy and the world fades away. And this is how I start my day, 365 days a year.