REASON
Vivaan's house is shown inside it vivaan body was laying beneath his smiley photo.
Karuna ji was sitting away from his body with no emotion in her eyes she was just staring at his body she was sitting very far away she was not even seeing his face .
Khushi was crying badly hugging devki ji who was almost wailing.
Whole bhartnagar was present their .
Some ladies were trying to calm devki ji by hugging her and some were with karuna ji and all children were near khushi calming her down even though all were crying badly.
Dadaji was sitting in a devastated condition.
No one ever thought that They would ever see vivaan like this one day out of a sudden gone forever.
No one was trying to console anyone because no words were enough to console anyone so all just sat their crying hugging each other .
No words could ever give them their vivaan back .
But all were tensed for karuna ji who was neither speaking nor crying.
She should be the one wailing na then why she was sooo silent.
Dadaji teary eyes fell on her he slowly went towards her and put a hand on her shoulder with a lump in his throat:- Bahu hm...ara.... viva...an chala ga...ya hai hame c....hh..od..kar.
A tear escape her eyes .
But she slowly stood up and went towards her room while khushi was shouting:- vivaannnn vivaannn while crying bitterly she was not in a sense to realise how her family is her only concern was vivaan who was laying infront of her .
Karuna ji stopped and said without turning :- papa ji ek babat apne sahi kahi thi ek maa papa ke liye sabse bada dukh uske Jawan bete ki arthi ko Agni Dena hota hai acha hua iske pita nahi rahe warna Aaj woh ye bardash nahi kar pate with that she left towards her room .
While debu who was sitting in the room heard all this but he didn't flinched because he was just hearing not feeling anything.
But karuna ji's words felt like accusation directed towards him .
He know it was for him but he couldn't help but think if only if only he was with vivaan maybe he would have saved him.
Outsider will thing that vivaan was almost 14 mature enough to take care of himself then why he need debu .
But only debu knew vivaan was mature at the same time careless.
He was independent at the same time dependent .
It was not vivaan it was debu who loves to protect vivaan .
It was debu who used to take care of vivaan like a baby .
That's why it was hard for debu to forgive himself.
He maybe 14 but for debu he was a immature child who was childish cute and impulsive but just infront of his bhaiya his debu bhaiya.
Debu eyes tear up remembering a scene
" Kya kar raha hai vivaan lag jayegi tujhe "
"Are bhaiya don't worry aap ho na aap mujhe kabhi lagne nahi doge".
"Acha aur kabhi nahi lagne se bacha paya toh?"
" Aisa kabhi nahi hoga bhaiya because aap hamesha hoge mujhe bachane ke liye".
"Aaj sach main nahi bacha paya main tujhe vivaan"debu thought.
Soon he heard a knock on his door and heard kamini Ji's voice :- debu beta....uhm...beta tumhare dadaji aur baki admi log vivaan ki....bo...dy... Ko smashan le jaa rahe hai.
She said with closed eyes and hesitation .
Debu didn't said anything just sat their looking at the sky from the window.
It was like he was trying to get a glimpse of vivaan in the sky .
Hopping to see vivaan smiling but it never happened.
Kamini ji left after seeing him not responding.
She can understand his feelings while bharatnagar has seen what debu was for vivaan.
Vivaan was very expressive of his feeling he would often say 'i love you bhaiya'.
But debu never said anything back just used to smile .
He used to show his feelings through some cute things he used to do for vivaan.
His eyes which was always looking at vivaan with pure love ,concern was a proof of his love towards vivaan.
She felt sad for debu more now.
Soon debu could hear voices saying "ram ram Satya hai ram ram Satya hai".
He heart crumbled .
So finally the time has came for vivaan to finally say goodbye to him.
His vivaan was finally going away forever .
He slowly got up and left the room.
Scene shift to smashan ghat.
All man were standing in line with tears in their eyes and vivaan was laying on the woods .
Pandit was chanting the mantra and then. Soon it was time to give mukh agni to vivaan .
Vivaan's dadaji came ahead with a trembling steps his eyes were full of tears but soon as he was about to take the stick a hand hold it .
Vivaan's dadaji looked up in confusion and saw debu with numb expression .
He hold the stick and said :- jis tarah ek baap ke liye uske bete ki chitha ko aag Dena ek bhayankar dard se kam nahi use tarah ek dada ko bhi apne grandson ko Agni Dene sau mauto se kam nahi hai.
Debu move forward and with shivering hand gave agni to his heart his heartbeat his life.
"Bhaiya I love you".
"Bhaiya you are the best".
"Bhaiya main chotu nahi hoon".
"Bhaiyaaaa abhi lag jati na".
"Debu bhaiya "
"Aaj se app mere bhaiya ho".
Debu looked at the body which was slowly burning into ashes .
His vivaan was burning .
But it looks like debu's was feeling the heat.
"Main tujhe kabhi kuch nahi hone dunga vivaan".
Today he is burning vivaan's body into ash .
He broked his promise as well if keeping vivaan safe .
At that time his eyes fall on the man standing in the funeral with two child it was the same man who gave them lift after vivaan accident .
The man slowly came towards him with his child who was nearly vivaan's age .
Debu slowly step aside as he knew this man was coming to talk to him .
The man came towards him:- ji main janta hoon ki ye sahi wakt nahi hai baat karne ka par mera bete aap se kuch bol na ki tamna rakta hai .
Debu looked at the boys who waere looking at him in tears and with innocent eyes.
Debu felt frustrated what does these guys want to talk in a funeral.
He want to be alone with his vivaan's memory.
But as soon as he saw that both boy's face he just felt like vivaan was standing infront of him so he nodded .
One boy said with tears :- Bhai mujhe maaf kardo mere wajah se aaj vivaan ap logo ke sath nahi hai.
Debu looked at the boy in shock .
Boy:- main jay hoon vivaan ka dost aur ye vansh hai ham dono Bhai hai .
Vivaan ham dono ko bahut ache se janta hai .
Debu remember yeah vivaan did told him about them.
Jay(teary):- Bhai use din maine hi vivaan ko call Kiya tha kyuki use ek din phele Hamra result aya tha aur vansh fail ho gaya tha vansh aaj tak fail nahi hua tha woh topper tha .
Kabhi failure nahi dekha tha use din ka faik woh bardasht nahi kar paya.
Isne papa ko kuch nahi batya kyuki ise laga woh disappoint honge .
Ham dono jante the ki ye dukhi hai par next day vansh suicide karne ki koshish kar raha tha maine use pakad liya par ye suicide karne ka maan bana chukha tha main ise sambhal nahi paa Raha tha Ghar main papa nahi the koi nahi tha main dar Gaya papa ko call Kiya toh Inka phone switch off tha.
Phir ek hi insaan tha jo hamari madat kar sakta tha aur jo hamesha hamari help karta tha vivaan maine use call Kiya aur woh waha bhaga bhaga aya aur usne vansh ko samjhaya aur bhela kar neeche uthara aur manaya ki use apna marks se darne ki bajaye apne papa se sach bolna chaiye.
Sirf isliye usne apka wada thora tha.
I am sorry Bhai.
Vansh was also crying andas guilty.
Vansh(crying):- I am sorry Bhai maine.....
He couldn't continue.
Debu looked at the boy and said :- beta zindagi se kabhi mat harna kyuki kuch log jeena cha kar bhi nahi jee pate aur kuch log zindagi hote hue bhi jeena nahi chahte.
Jo janwar bol nahi sakte woh bhi hazar dard ke baad bhi suicide nahi karte hamre toh sochne ki sakti bhi unse zayda hai tab bhi ham zindagi se haar maan lete hai.bhagwan insaan bana kar tumhe vardan diya hai use waste mat karna khud dard se bachne ke liye apne papa ko zindagi bhar ka dard mat dena.
The boy nodded .
And debu slowly walked away .
"Bhaiya main bada ho jaunga toh doctor banunga bhaiya ".
"Zindagi jee jati maut se phele main kyu Maru bhaiya".
Debu closed his eyes with tears in his eyes his brother wanted to live but life betrayed him.
A tear escape his eyes.
While in background vivaan body was burning.
1 month later
Debu was sitting near the beach watching a news in mobile .
"And the best seller of book is MY BROTHER .
Kuch hi palo main ise book ne pure desh ke dilo pe raaz kar liya hai.
Ye kitab Bhai ke lrem ko bakhubhi batati hai .
Ham sab iske author se milne ko intezar kar rahe hai par afsoos unhe apne identity reveal nahi karni .
Khair hamre pass unki identity nahi but pen name hai which is quite unique
'PARTNER' lagta hai ye writer Salman sir fan hai".
And the news goes on debu sigh and kept the phone aside and looked at the sky.
"Ab toh khush hai na vivaan tune kaha tha ki maine jo ye book tujhe birthday pe de thi woh publish karu le kar di aur tera feeling sahi tha bahut hit Hui hai book ".
Debu said looking at the sky his phone rang he looked at it and hanged it up with a sigh.
He looked aside and saw vivaan smiling at him.
He closed his eyes feeling it as illusion.
But was it illusion or test of future.
Devki ji looked at God and smiled vivaan's and debu has to met that's the universal truth .
But life is a test they have to clear that test.
THE END
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