What if she existed?
Then we would be crazy
I know of stories to tell
She could be there next to me,
Watching the sunset
Crying over the end of the life
Loving enveloped sadness

We live again, in spirit
This time shorter
We stare out on the night
Near the ferris wheel on Elm
She collapses
I am alone

We live again
This time I search
She is no where to be seen
I wander through the world
Alone and purposeful
I see you
You fall into the street
The sun lays on your skin, glowing
You dance as the leaves fall
I collapse before I can say hello

I see you
You are young
I am old
You notice me in my chair
Out on the swing on Elm
You can't see past my wrinkles
And you walk away
Have you forgotton us?

I live young again
You are there
On Elm, enjoying the company
Of him.
He makes you happier
I wander
Never to find another
As perfect as you

I stop
The road is narrow
This is the last life I will live
I saw through your pain
See through mine
I am dead already
I have lost you
I can't remeber how old I am now
But nothing matters
I am alone
You are happy
Live your lives

I see the sun
From my chair on Elm
It cries on my porch
It feels my pain
The ferris wheel is nearby
Do you remeber?
I can't seem to picture you perfectness anymore
Have I been chasing a dream?
I wasted my lives on someone
Who never existed
Who never brought me joy
Who bathed in the sun and it mourned
Who stole memories from an old woman
Who has lived and aged
She lives nil
I am traveling
To the place all lost people go.
The beutiful ferris wheel on Elm.
Where you can't hurt me anymore.