I want to fall apart
Every second is a second that i could
I cant breathe in my own skin
Every word is like glass around me
I want to rip them apart
Every person that tries to like me
I want to rip myself apart
Then i wouldn't have to look at disappointment
I didn't live up to this standard
Or that one
Or this one
Can I believe that i can't breathe?
When i start to open up
The good is taken away
And now i have no outlet
After one single day
I hate rhyming
It feels unnatural
But everthing is unnatural
When you can't speak
Or breathe
Or live
In your own skin
When people tear you apart
Pick apart what you do
And twist your accomplishments
Make you the only unnatural
In the whole entire room
Whats the use of a freak
If they cant say what they speak
I want to hurt again
Just to feel something other than this silent grief
Im falling down a hole
It carries me and me alone
Where do i go from here
Why can't i run
To a city paved in emeralds
Making me feel safe
And not like this
Grant me this
I want to leave
And i want to love
And i want to be happy
In this ripping caving skin