OKAY SO RN ITS LIKE 2:37 AND I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IM LIKE REALLY STRESSED OUT LIKE FOR MY FUTURE AND FINDING A JOB AND CHOOSING A MAJOR WHICH DOESNT EVEN REALLY MAKE SENSE SINCE I STILL HAVE A LOT OF TIME ACTUALLY NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT NOT REALLY. LIKE I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. WATCHING ANIME ISNT A JOB (although I wish it was) AND THE JOBS THAT INTEREST ME ARE HIGHLY UNLIKELY FOR ME TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN SO IDK WHAT TO DO. LIKE I LIKE DOING CREATIVE STUFF LIKE I WANT TO BE EITHER LIKE A VIDEO GAME DESIGNER (one similar to Tobi Fox) OR AN AUTHOR BUT HAVING A JOB LIKE THAT PROBABLY WONT HAPPEN AND UGHH!!! THEYRE ALSO PRETTY UNSTEADY JOBS WHICH ARE LOW PAYING AND I ALSO CARE ABOUT MONEY. TEACHING IS SOMETHING THAT ONCE INTERESTED ME BUT NOW BEING REALISTIC TEACHING WOULD BE TERRIFYING FOR ME SINCE IM A NERVOUS WRECK THAT WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO STAND IN FRONT OF A BUNCH OF KIDS AND TEACH. ALSO I DONT ACTUALLY LIKE KIDS THAT MUCH. WHY DOES LIFW HAVE TO BE SO HARDDD. HOWEVER I ALSO DONT WANT TO END UP DOING SOMETHING I HATE CUZ WELL THE ANSWER IS OBVIOUS AND ALSO NOW IM REALIZING THAT I DO LIKE NO ACTIVITIES THAT WOULD LOOK GOOD ON MY RESUME. ALSO IN ADDITION TO THAT WHEN I GET OLDER, IM GOING TO HAVE TO FIND SOMEONE I LIKE AND GET MARRIED WHICH SEEMS SO DIFFICULT AND ASDFGLHJKLAKJWJSHDHSHSJNSNSSNSJJEJEJENENENJEJEJEJEJEJK. ANYWAYS CHOOSING A MAJOR FOR COLLEGE ALSO SEEMS DIFFICULT. CHOOSING A COLLEGE SEEMS DIFFICULT.
Sometimes I worry that I'm going to end up like my uncle who has health problems (both physically and mentally) and is old without a job and has no wife and still lives with his dad and is in debt and is bitter about life and somewhat scares me and my cousins.
This was a rare chapter, it wasn't a chapter about tags. Excuse the poor grammar.
Okay so it's now 2:53 and it's a school night so I better go to sleep... ugh... tomorrow's Monday, I hate Mondays. Why does school have to exist? And then later when I finish school I have to worry about finding a job and paying taxes. And then when I retire I'll probably have health problems and worry even more about money.
XD A lot of my friends think I'm a composed and calm person but on the inside I'm actually not really. Anyway, I'm going to go to sleep for real this time so bye.