I thought
That we could beat the hands of fate
And being fashionably late
We could open up the gates
To a new me
A new you
And all I ever wanted to do
Was make you happy
And stay true
But no
You played "I had no clue"
A game I told you my history of playing
How many times did I keep saying
That I loved you
So much
Till you drained it all up
Oh I wish I could take it all back
Our convos
Our talks
Our laughs
For all that means nothing now
Since you turned it
Like I earned it
And my heart?
You burned it
I wanted to feel
But I discerned it
I'm sorry
For trying
To tie in
What we could have been
It's my fault, my sin
I could have lost them all
Those who willed
Not by beck and call
But those who didn't want to watch me fall
But I'm glad you showed yourself
That I found so hard to deceive
Didn't want to believe
When the whole time
You had been in front of me
I'm glad they're here
At least a few
And I'll no longer
Be tricked by you
Wow
You did your due
And now
I'll never belong with you