Chapter 13: Enveloped Feelings.

!!TW!!: Mentions of self-harm, low self-esteem, homophobia, anxiety, angst and ✨Gayness✨

•No ones POV•
Its been halfway through the school year since the three boys have been hanging out. They loved each others company. They couldn't even go 3 days without each other. Tommy was jealous. Not in a bad way but in a joking way. He always "third wheels" around the two of them. As if he's just a side character in their life. But none of them considered him as a side character, Tommy is their friend and they won't leave him to die alone.

Ranboo was happy he had real life friends. He sometimes forgets that he's a prince. He wants to stay like that. He wants to be like a normal human, no royal duties to worry about, no private lectures, no more hiding in the dark, no need to worry who he wants to be with or date. He had romantic feelings for Tubbo ever since they started to hang out more often. The way Tubbo laughs, smiles, cries, or gets scared either seriously or jokingly, Ranboo finds him adorable and precious. For Tommy, he found him very annoying at first but he got the hang of it. He finds Tommy really over-protective especially when it comes to Tubbo. He protects them even though they are older than him no matter what it takes. Ranboo tries his best to be as good as them at being friends but he can't. He thinks that he's the 'weird one' in the trio. Because of that it sometimes drives him crazy. Why can't he be just like them? He thinks that his friends are only friends with him out of pity. He always felt like a burden to them. Everytime he feels anxious or feels like he's a burden, he punishes himself by cutting. Or maybe even worse, uses one of the ways they torture a criminal, by burning their skin. Yeah, he does that. He always has a spare lighter and a small knife in his pockets just in case. But other than that it gets worse, everytime Tubbo is being super nice to him or acting really really cute in his point of view, he harms himself. 2 reasons why? Number one reason, he is obsessed with Tubbo. Number 2 reason is that he thinks he's just a burden to him. He started feeling like this ever since the 'popular girl who came from france' appeared in their school. They say that she is an old student their and she's always been like that. But Tommy and Tubbo says that they've never seen her before and they knew every student here so damn well. Ranboo thought it was strange but maybe she wasn't quite popular at that time. Other than that, she has been bothering Ranboo too much. Saying stuff like, "You're a burden to them." or "Give it up, he doesn't like you." or "They are only friends with out of pity." He started to believe her just a few weeks from her arrival. And every night before he sleeps, someone was talking to him, as if they were in his head. Whispering..

'Go back home.. You will be much safer there.. You will die out here.. Go. Home.'

But Ranboo doesn't want to go back just yet. He wants to spend the school year with his friends.


Sometimes he gets Dreams about him almost m*rdering his friends.




But thats all a Dream...











































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