Chapter 3 : Uncontrollable
ME : Hyung. Actually-..
I started from the very beginning and walked them the nine yards in a quickie.
TAEHYUNG : (-unable to comprehend-) Just what did you do?
JM : You know how possessive Hyung is about her, don't you?
ME : I know, I know everything! It was a mistake.
My voice was trembling, but I continued to blurt it all out even with the stutters.
ME : An- and.. -If I could go back in time, I would kill myself just to stop me from doing that. But, unfortunately, I can't. (-almost in tears-) I am sorry. It is all because of me. I am ready to take all your hate, but I just want Yoongi hyung to come back.
I lowered my head to hide the tears that constantly trailed down my face. Jimin hyung hugged me from the side, patting my back.
JM : It's okay, Kookie. We were too taken aback to realize how you felt all these time.
TH : We don't hate you. And I am pretty sure, Hyung won't do that either. He is just upset right now. He must've been very shocked. Don't be so low. We are there for you.
We were so preoccupied within ourselves that we didn't register Hobi hyung, standing a little away from us. He happened to hear all our conversation silently.
HS : Kook-ah. (-coming to us-) If this was the matter, why didn't you tell us before?
As if destiny summoned everyone towards the truth, Jin hyung happened to over hear Hobi hyung, as he came downstairs with an empty water jar.
JIN : What did he not tell us before?
Jin hyung joined us next and this time, Taehyung hyung explained for me while I had my eyes fixed on the floor, avoiding their gazes.
HS : Kookie, you know Yoongi hyung, right? His temper is no joke. What were you waiting for these two days?
I did not feel bad at their rebuke, rather it felt that I deserved a good earful from them.
J : Hobi. It's okay. It must've been hard for him to open up too. And let's not complicate things anymore. We found the truth, that's what matters. Finding Yoongi is our prime concern now. So, let's work on that.
TH : Shouldn't we inform Namjoon hyung about it? He is out there searching for him blindly.
Everyone agreed on that. However, we were so tauten up in finding a way to get in touch with Yoongi hyung, that informing Namjoon hyung slipped our heed regardless.
ME : Hyung... (-referring to all-) What do I do now? I just can't forgive myself, how could I ask for his? What if he doesn't come back ever? I am so scared now.
HS : (-caressing my back-) Don't be scared; everything will be alright. You just sincerely say your apologies to him when he comes back.
J : He's right. Hyungs are with you. We'll no doubt talk to him, but your talking is more important here. He needs to understand you first in order to forgive you.
JM : Hyungs are right, Kookie. Now, wipe your tears. It's not the time to shed them. We need to find him as soon as possible.
Just as Jimin hyung completed his sentence, the door bell rang. We all had our hopes high for it to be Yoongi hyung.
However, it was the leader hyung with a worned out face. It clearly said that he got no news about him.
NJ : (-sitting on the couch-) Seems like we have got to file a missing complaint or something.
Everyone shared a look at each other and waited for him to get used to the air conditioner.
After Namjoon hyung cooled down a little bit, hyungs slowly put the truth forward—unsure of his reactions. I wanted him to come and slap me out of a dream I wished I was having then.
NJ : (-looking at me-) Kookie, meet me in my room.
Without further talks, he left to his room. I was prepared to take all that he had to say and followed him after quietly.
He was seated in his study and had an unreadable mien. I could tell his diconcert, however.
ME : H-hyung.
NJ : (-looks at me-) I won't ask you anything. What you did was absolutely wrong that you need to take responsibility for. This isn't a matter where others could butt in and help you out. You have to clear up the mess on your own this time. Can you do that?
ME : (-hardly sounding words-) Yes...
NJ : We can't afford to be not working for two straight days, and be out of reach on top of that. Now, I might know where he must've gone. I will persuade him to return. So, when he is back, clear this out.
ME : (-nodding-) Yes. I will.
NJ : Alright. I am trusting you with this. Don't disappoint us.
With that being said, he stood and went to his washroom while I stood with my heavy head, weighing the guilt.
I was only leaving RM Hyung's room with lazy steps when I heard V Hyung's voice coming from the hall. It immediately raised my heartbeat.
TH : Suga hyung!
I raised my head at the perception, and rushed to the hall.
There he was, standing near the couch. But, the moment he saw me, he went straight to his room without a word.
Everyone looked at me and stayed silent. Meanwhile, RM hyung casually came out from his room and sensed the tension in the hall.
NJ : What happened?
JM : Suga hyung is back.
NJ : What? Where is he?
JM : He just went to his room. (-pointing to its direction-)
After a moment of silence, RM hyung spoke again.
NJ : PD-nim called us all to the agency. But, I think Kookie should stay back and talk to hyung first. (-looking at me-) We'll wait for you both. (-looking back at others-) Let's leave.
Within the next ten minutes, they all left for the agency together.
I took a deep breath and walked towards Suga Hyung's room as the dorm was now only to us.
The door was slightly open, and I peeked inside to see him pack a small suitcase. Mustering up enough courage, I knocked twice and opened the door wide to carry myself in voluntarily.
ME : Hyung, I have something to say. Please hear me out once?
He did not speak a word nor did he look at me. I went further in and stopped him.
YOONGI : Move your hands. (-coldest stare-)
ME : Why are you packing your stuff? Please don't leave if you are.
YG : (-yanking my hands away-) I said "MOVE YOUR HANDS!!"
He seemed to be extremely infuriated and zipped his suitcase fiercely. It made my heartbeat immediately rise up in fear, witnessing this side of him.
In that moment, I knew I had to do something.
He was leaving.
I had to stop him anyhow. RM hyung trusted me to resolve this. I couldn't just let him leave and do nothing.
So, I stopped him by his shoulders as he was about to leave but . . .
He was frustrated. He was hurting from inside, and I hated to realize that I was the reason behind it.
ME : Hyung~ (-low voice-)
He stopped at the door and spoke without looking at me.
YG : I am leaving for good. Pass this to others. (-walks out-)
Hearing that, I tried to stand and try stopping him again. But, I failed repeatedly and he never looked back, even for once while leaving.
He just left.
ME : (-tears trailing my cheeks-) Don't leave hyung~...please~
I suddenly fell out of energy. It was hard to even keep my eyes open. I rested my head back on the couch and looked up at the ceiling hopelessly.
>> Few hours later . . .
Hyungs returned from the agency and called out my name loudly, almost freaking out at the front door which Suga hyung might've left open.
J : Jungkookie!!! Where are you?? (-echoing in the hall-)
I couldn't bring myself to let them know of my location or my presence in the house.
JM : (-shouting-) Suga Hyung!! (-talking among themselves-) Where did they go living the door wide open like that?
TH : Wait, I will check Hyung's room once.
I didn't see his face but I could feel him being hellishly appalled to see me on the floor, all wasted and haggard.
TH : (-ran to me-) Kookie!!!
He noticed the broken mirror and warned others about it as his voice had already rushed them to the room after him.
JM : (-kneeling next to me-) Kookie-ah, how did you get hurt? What happened? Did someone break into the dorm?
J : (-concerned-) Kookie, tell us what happened. And where is Yoongi?
HS : (-flushing their questions-) We should take him to the hospital for now. He doesn't seem well.
TH : (-helping me get up-) Yes. Let's go.
ME : (-finally stopping him-) Hyu-hyung.
NJ : Yes, we are all ears. Come on. Just say something.
ME : Yoo-.. Yoongi hyungie~..
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How will they react once they find Yoongi left for real now?
More so, how will Namjoon react?
P.s : Don't skip the video, it has a piece of the plot.
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