Best Friends Forever

We were just best friends that spoke like lovers..

And that seemed to be enough for two teenagers who were scared to love one another

Episode 1: My Bestfriend

https://youtu.be/JLcrJpk_jiQ

People know him as The Highschool King.

As for me...

Episode 2: No Boyfriends!

https://youtu.be/jeR5TnaZ82Q

Is being his bestfriend decent?

Or just more trouble?

Episode 3: The Deal

https://youtu.be/gowqYZdlWL4

Well- unfairness should be handled immediately, right?

Episode 4: The Libra

https://youtu.be/OkbxO_o1cSc

Mirror mirror on the wall~

Episode 5: The Bestfriends

https://youtu.be/ahRtnZGvn80

Episode 6: Love of My Life

https://youtu.be/ubM90td6Ae4

Episode 7: Fuel to Fire

https://youtu.be/Q4eiO58fDJg

Episode 8-9: The Blonde

https://youtu.be/mJQ9GhVKxbI

I never knew these songs were meant for him :)) 

💖 0:30 just a boy - Alaina Castillo / 💕3:35 dumb luck - thuy

https://youtu.be/IRajl0s9HC0

Episode 10-11: Winny

https://youtu.be/B6myrnnvkoA

Episode 12: The Dare

https://youtu.be/dYfOJ5D45Kk

Episode 13: To The Bone

https://youtu.be/Zsyv4Qxvrkc

Episode 14: Goodbye

https://youtu.be/ellL9O7Tl4U

Know that this is my most passionate when writing a story. This Winter Bear kept me going each day, imagining, writing, editing. 

But then life happens.

At my happiest times, what I thought was right turned out wrong and so I got divorced. This really put me into a halt. Everyone thought I was happy, I did. But then I wasn't, and it's because a million of things. I learned that everything is complicated, and there is no "accepting as what we are", at least we can't take the quote blandly. 

Not everything is black and white. And that, gray area, is life. 

But worry not, I admit I got lost for awhile, but now I found myself again. And guessed what made me found myself? 

This. 

Writing did. 

Writing is my savior.  I know I'm not that good in this, but what I learned from the past is that, it's ok to not be good at everything, or even something, what matters is that you enjoy doing it. And when my mom and sister encourage me to "go touch your past works, continue here and there, don't mind the imperfections", I did and I realized that this is my passion. For this I'm so grateful, and never stopped smiling since. I guess imagining things is what I do best :))

So I want to give this a try, this writing journey. I can't say I'm not hoping to get some recognition for my writing in this new platform, but I'm proudly say that even if I didn't get one bit, I was part of the most supportive community, and that thanks to meeting BTS. So I want to thank you so much My fellow BTS Universe Story friends, My Ami(s), My Forever Joy, for you taught me how happiness should be like. I love you all so much :'D

Ok before we end this here, I wanted to share with you how it's supposed to be. After Winter Bear it should be Namjoon's story, and hell I thought I would make Namjoon Soft Side and his Mafia life justice by naming it "Persona". And 7 Dreams should be closed by Jimin's story, which aligned with Still With You universe. And I wanted to gave a reveal by posting a short epilogue on Still With You on Jungkook and Ren's happy future and connect it with Jimin and- guess... YES. Talia. :)) and it supposed to be called "Promise".

But don't worry I definitely going to redo all of them in here, but not as them. But of course you can imagine them as *them* LOL.

Hi.. hehe.. *nervous laugh*. Ok I know this is so out of blue BUT- ok don't remind me of Blue Side I'm still so stuck with the storyline :'((( 

FIRST OF ALL. I miss u guys so much.. my besties in BUS.. I see u in the comments but I'm so so sorry I haven't got the chance to say hello, but know that I miss you, and I love you :'((( Somehow it's very disappointing by no matter how long you wait.. you just gotta accept how the developers will never take notice of this app anymore huh? DUHHH :)) 11 months for ZERO COLLECTIONS :'D Nevermind it's not like I'm expecting anything hehe and i think im saving another draft in another app in case someday they decide to turn down this app :)) Writing life has been a mess- I mean- I got stuck on Blue Side but then I came up with this idea which ignited the author side of me again- but then circumstances switched it off again..

I have an eye condition which doesn't allow me to stare at the screen for a long time or else my eyeballs will feel like they're gonna burst WHICH. REALLY SUCKS. BECAUSE I LOVE STARING AT SCREENS SO MUCH- MY LIFE DEPENDS ON SCREENS :'(((( and other circumstance- meaning- the EDITING HAHAHA please we all know this is the hardest part (if only i could write as a Novel template.. LIFE WOULD BE MUCH EASIER :(( but the thing that excites me is when I see the outcome as a "little movie" so.. OHMYGOD ENOUGH OF MY RANT)).

But at some point.. these bunch of notes I wrote eagerly and oh so passionately would be such a waste if not turned into something.. how I wanted it to be displayed, right? And I was about to wait until I finished editing it till the last eps but MY IMPATIENT SELF IS QUAKINGGGG.

And everytime i try to continue, another way to perfect the previous eps came out- RESULTING ME TO JUST WALK IN CIRCLES OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND EVENTUALLY I SAY *** IT. AND IM NOT SAYING- ITS FAR FAR FROM PERFECT GUYS SO YEAH IM GONNA SAY SORRY BEFOREHAND TOO. im sorry for my rant again :'(((

So here I am, posting my drafts. All I can say about this story.. is that this'll be the reason U'LL SUSPECT EVERY BESTFRIEND YOUR BOY/GIRL IS HAVING MWAHAHAHA :))) no im KIDDINGGG,

Not. :) HAHAHA

I don't think I'll be as active as before.. there'll be no promotion, i dont think i can be active on ig anymore EXCEPT maybe if I'm in the mood for video edits hehe, posting will be random and it'll maybe take months, years (not closing the probability), and I don't think I could reply to every single one of you like before I'm so sorry.. Life just gets very demanding each and everyday- and i have a husband now :D So yeah.. this'll be just me, sharing my imaginations to you guys. I hope WINTER BEAR can stay in your hearts like a beautiful dream <3