I didn't mean what I said to hyung. I just said it because he told Jin hyung that he likes me as a younger brother when hyung asked him if he likes me more than as a bandmate. That really hurt. And I don't want him to joke around anymore. It hurts that he is giving me false hope. Especially since he is clingy with others too, for now his focus is on getting those damn abs and he wants constant reassurance from all of us and that pisses me off

But now I miss him so much, I miss him cuddling with me, buying me food, spending time with me. Now all he does is play with the hyungs  and when it comes to me, he always tries to avoid me. Maybe it's better this way. That way I can forget him easier. He doesn't love me that way anyway

Everything was okay till Jungkook got sick. That day was the day Jungkook came to know that Jimin actually likes him back

Jungkook woke up to someone cuddling him – he was almost completely out of it, his fever was high, he was shivering and his body ached like hell. But Jimin, he took care of Jungkook the whole night, he fed the younger, gave him a sponge bath, and then cuddled him, he whisper sang a few songs before he gently asked Jungkook if he was still awake - Jungkook was awake but too weak and lazy to even hum so he continued to stay still

Jimin sighs before pecking the younger's forehead whispering "I love you Jungkook, so much it physically hurts seeing you in pain" and with that he pulls the blanket up and cuddles closer to Jungkook before drifting off to sleep

It was hard facing Jimin the next day because Jungkook was dying to confess but they hadn't fully reestablished their friendship, it was still strained. They started talking again though, like they used to – at least that's a start - Jungkook told himself - After everything that happened, I don't want him to think I am joking or anything, I want Jimin to know I like him back for real

They started being happy again – they were constantly around each other. Jungkook knew Jimin liked him being the clingy one now

Soon they were preparing for their concert in Japan, they hardly had time to eat and sleep. And for Jimin it was even worse, he was on a diet, the managers claiming he had to be to maintain his abs and of course he took on the challenge without complain

Jungkook always tried his best to make Jimin laugh when he got insecure about his body – his giggles were always Jungkook's favorite thing about Jimin

150818 is a date that Jungkook would never forget – the best and worst day of his life

Worst because that is the day Jungkook thought that he lost the love of his life forever – seeing Jimin faint right in front of him, literally tore him apart from the inside out – he saw it happen and he could do nothing. That's when he knew he hadn't spent a lot of time with Jimin like he wanted to, he always thought it was too soon to ask Jimin out or to just confess his feelings but then he knew he didn't want to have any regrets, he didn't want to wake up one day and wonder what would have been and so Jungkook decided to confess his feelings to Jimin the minute he got the okay from the doctors and that's exactly what Jungkook did

A/N: For those who don't know there is a theory that 150818 is the day Jungkook and Jimin confessed based on the events that happened on stage in Japan after Jimin fainted and their interaction after Jimin goes on stage the next day