11. Reveal
(I added the photo here because it wasn't shown as a gif at the top dang it)
Sanji's P.O.V.
"What do you mean by that? How could you possibly know the reason that my shirt is ripped and I don't?" I asked Zoro crossing my arms.
"Oh well it's a very interesting story" He smirked.
"Then tell me I'm dying to hear your imaginations" I rolled my eyes. He changed his expression by sighing and he closed his eyes shot for a moment.
"Look it's not funny" He looked back at me. His face took a serious morph that I've never seen before.
Before I could speak, the door bursted open and Ace stormed in my bedroom breathing heavily. His eyes were open wide when he saw Zoro. He gulped and a terrified expression took over his face when he noticed my torn shirt in Zoro's hands. Why was he like that? Why did he storm in like that? What's going on?
"Am I too late?..." He asked piercing inside Zoro's eyes.
"No..." Zoro answered looking him.
I was extremely confused. What are they talking about?
"Um...Ace? Are you ok? You look pale..." I asked him and he looked at me. He gulped like he was afraid of me.
"Sanji...there's something you need to know...and you must learn it from me..." He said. Zoro looked down on the floor.
"Go ahead" I encouraged him to talk.
"Look...whatever I tell you please don't move out of here. I have a good explanation for it..." He said. Why would I move out? I got more confused...
"Ace...you're scaring me..." I said honestly. Zoro was silent, his eyes were still on the floor.
"Ace just say it or else I will" Zoro finally spoke.
"Shut up it's not the easiest thing" Ace told him, his hands were fists at his sides.
"Ok Sanji...you probably don't know why your shirt is torn right?" He asked pointing at the fabric in Zoro's hands and I nodded.
"We both know how it happened..." He said reffering to him and Zoro.
"So how did it happen?" I asked curious.
"Um...last night...you and I...um...we had...sex..." He said and bit his lip.
I blinked a few times and stared at him for severe seconds.
"I know it's pretty shocking but it's true..." Ace said clearly afraid.
"Pffft....GHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
I immediately burst into laughter. They both looked at me with wide eyes like I was a mad man.
"Um..." Zoro tried to say.
I was still laughing my ass off. I grabbed my belly and hit my feet on the ground.
"Oh my God..Ahahahah...guys... hahaha...I can say that this the worst prank that anybody has ever planned for me...pfffahahahaha" I continued laughing but they kept staring at me like I was crazy. I then tried to stop because something was not just right.
"Why are you looking me like that?" I asked them with that
'after-laughing-stupid-grin'.
"Uhh...Sanji...it's um..." Zoro managed to say. Their expressions didn't change at all and that's when fear overtook my body and my smile immediately faded...
"Wait...is...is this true?" I asked with worry in my words.
They both nodded and avoided looking at me. How was that even possible? Me and Ace having sex? When? Last night? How? I don't remember anything from last night so that's---
Wait...I don't remember anything from last night...and when I woke up my shirt was torn and my wound was open...
Does this mean that...
No I can't believe something like that...
"What? What do you mean are you crazy? How could we possibly have sex Ace?" I asked in confusion.
"You don't remember anything because you were drunk...actually I made you drunk and took advantage of you..." Ace confessed and I gulped. My eyes were wide...
I knew it...
"Why?..." I asked quetly that sounded almost like a whisper.
Zoro grabbed his head and Ace took a seat on my bed next to him.
They started explaining.
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It's been twenty minutes...
They told me everything...
About the bet...
About Ace storming into the bathroom when I was in...
About Zoro bitting my neck...
About last night...
The details about last night...
They also told me that Sabo found me screaming Ace's name in my sleep today...
When they finished I couldn't hold it back anymore. I stood up and ran to the bathroom.
I closed the door and leaned against the door.
I started crying...I couldn't believe it...I thought I came here because it was a better place...I guess I was wrong...
That's why he told me not to move no matter what I'd hear...He was right though...I want to leave for fucks sake...but I can't afford anything right now and I can't go back to the dorms...
My mind can't bear it...someone that I considered as my friend agreed to abuse me while I'm drunk...
And yet Zoro didn't do anything...
I prayed for him just to change for a bit...to treat me a little better...
I just wanted to leave this world...
Ace's P.O.V.
I can't be more ashamed of myself...I'm not even angry, or mad anymore...
I'm disappointed...
Of myself...
"I shouldn't even let you in my room that day..." I sighed to Zoro, not looking at him but I felt his eyes on me.
"What?" He asked like 'he didn't hear'.
"Just tell me Zoro...Are you happy now?" I asked him, still avoiding his gaze.
"..."
He didn't speak.
"Answer me...Are you happy Zoro? Are you happy at how your fucking stupid idea turned out? Did you win that bet? No...Did I win? No...Even though I completed the task...The only resault was pain...we only caused pain by that...and I know he's in the bathroom crying right now, wishing he could be wherever in this world except from here...Are you happy with that?" I asked as I finished my unprepared speech..."Tell me Are you happy?!?!" I called out at the last sentense, letting the frustration gain control of my body.
"NO! I'M NOT HAPPY! OK?!" He screamed standing up from the bed and I yanked back, fear overtook my frustration by his action. He pierced at me breathing heavily. After a few seconds his body calmed and he remained silent...
"I'm not happy...at all..." He spoke quietly...I was staring at his muscular form standing in front of me and he looked so strong and steady on the outside...yet again I can see that he's weak and he's hurting inside...I know that he feels horrible too...
"I'm not happy from the day he came here..." He said interrupting my thoughts.
"I'm not happy because he hates me..."
"I just want some attention from him..."
"I just want to be taken seriously by him..."
"I wanted to hurt him...because he hurt me first..."
"How?..." I hesitantly asked.
"He never noticed me..."
"He never noticed the true feeling I have inside me...no matter how greatly I can hide my feelings, there's one thing that I can't hide from him...and I show it to him every time I look at him..."
"Every time he looks at me...I show it to him...I'm waiting for his gaze to show that feeling...but he never notices..."
I couldn't understand...
What feeling?
"He's the only one that I wanted to show that feeling to...and it made me angry that he couldn't see it...so I wanted to hurt him for that..."
He looked at me in the eyes and I did the same.
"That's why I broke the bet..."
And with that, he exited the bedroom.
I blinked a few times to process that in my mind.
But I can't think right now...
Everything is just too damn confusing...It's just so much and it's way too hard to handle...
I can't take anymore...
But I can't be so selfish...
Sanji is the one who can't take anymore...
He came here hoping for a better place and we gave him nothing but pain...
I deserve the worst.
Luffy's P.O.V.
We heard screams from upstairs before and I assumed it was Zoro's. Now it's dead silence. I'm worried about Sanji. How did he react? Is he crying? I'm really worried. I stood up from my position on the chair.
"Where are you going?" Law asked me.
"To go check up on Sanji" I simply answered.
"I don't think he wants to see anyone" Sabo informed me.
"He'll tell me to leave then" I said and left the kitchen. I headed upstairs and Sanji's bedroom door was open. I saw Ace sitting on Sanji's bed, elbows on knees and hands on face. Zoro nor Sanji weren't there. One place came into my mind.
I reached the bathroom door and heard small sobs through the door. I knew it...
He's crying...
Sanji's P.O.V.
I'm still sitting at the bathroom, my back against the door. My sobs aren't so bad anymore but I'm still crying. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a knock on the door.
"Sanji? C-can I come in?"
It was Luffy. I don't want to talk to anyone right now...I didn't answer him.
"Sanji I know you're in there" He said.
I can't just ignore him. He didn't do anything bad after all...
I stood up and opened the faucet to throw some water on my face before opening. I don't want to look like that while facing him. But when I looked myself in the mirror after washing my face, it wasn't different at all...
My eyes were red and half lidded, my cheeks puffed and looked like they were scratched from the tears. I noticed that my shirt was wet from the tears as well. It was no use to hide these anyway...
I wiped my face and reached to open the door....
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