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I love him with all I have and he's going to be and amazing father and I honestly am so happy for him from the bottom of my heart but I am actually really freaking out right now, like hyperventilating/on the verge of a panic attack.

I don't want to lose him.

It's been almost 6 months, and I'm still not over Zayn leaving. That was the hardest and the most painful thing that has ever happened to me, if we lose Louis too - if the band breaks up, I don't think I'll cope.

I am so scared right now. I can't lose Louis, I can't.

😣😣😣😰😞