If You Don't Know || Song Preference.

Calum: "You would scream, we would fight you would call me crazy. I would laugh, you were mad but you always kiss me."

"Of course I'm mad Calum, you're always leaving!" You yell as tears effortlessly fall from your eyes. "I have to and you know that. You said you were ok with it!" He tries to reason with me. "You must be crazy to believe that I would be ok with you leaving time after time for months on end." I scream. Calum stands on the other side of our room, no words coming from him as he takes in what I am yelling at him. "I'm sorry, it's just really hard for me." I whimper as I try and wipe my tears away. Calum laughs at my statement. "It's hard for you?" He spits as he walks over to me. He stops in front of me and continues to ramble on. "How do you think I feel? I'm constantly having to leave my family behind and also you - the most important person in my life. Everything is new to me and I'm constantly worrying about if you're ok." He tells me with anger and heartache heavy in his voice. "There's always this voice in the back of my mind telling me 'maybe she'll leave you for someone who will be around for her'. I hate leaving you and-" He continues but I soon cut him off as I place my lips against his. It only takes a split second for him to kiss me back and he kissed me with all the love and passion he was feeling inside. "I love you." He mumbles against my lips. "And I'm so lucky that you love me too."

Ashton: "Let's forget the past, I swear we'll make this last"

"I don't want to get hurt again, Ashton. I couldn't take it." Y/N tells me as she sits beside me on the park bench. She pulls her hand away from mine and rests with her head down. Thoughts rush through my head about what I could say to make her stay. "I'm not him." I mumble. She lifts her hand up and wipes away a tear which escapes her eyes. "It's not just that Ash." She begins. "No, Y/N. I know he hurt you but I am nothing like him. You need to understand that not everyone is going to betray you." I say. She looks up at me as I stand up in frustration. There are tears clouding her eyes and I only hope they are not because of me. I notice her intimidated posture so I calm myself and sit back down. "Look." I sigh as I think of what to say. "I know what you have been through and it's terrible but I am nothing like him. Remember that. I really like you, Y/N. And I know you like me too. So just say what you need to say and let me fall in love with you." Y/N bites down on her lip, a smile tugging at the corners. She nods her head lightly and slowly takes a step towards me. "So will you?" I ask as I open my arms for her. "Yes, Ashton. I will let myself fall in love with you."

Luke: "If I could say the things I want to say, I'd find a wake to make you stay."

Her words kept repeating in the back of mind and they soon became the only thing my mind would think about. "I'm sorry Luke. I can't do this. Goodbye." She whispered with tears flooding her eyes. I began saying all these helpless things as I panicked, thinking about what to say. I was speechless as she turned around and began to walk away. I watched as the best person in my life left me. I chased after her, running to her as fast as my feat would take me. I caught her by her wrist and I held onto both her hands. She refused to look at me, instead she stood before me with her head down and tears still escaping her eyes. "Don't do this, baby. Tell me what I can to do make you stay. I, I love you." I spoke. Her eyes met mine and it broke me to see her this way. "Please Y/N. I don't know what I did wrong." I admitted. "It wasn't you." She told me as she pulled her hands from my grip. "Then tell me what's going on because I don't want to loose you." I begged. "I'm sorry Luke." She whimpered once more before finally walking away, this time without me chasing after her.

Michael: "Go ahead rip my heart out, show me what love's all about."

I walked into the lounge area of the house where the music was blasting from. I dodged through people as they stumbled down the hallway. "Mikey!" Calum cheered as I made my way over to the guys. "Hey." I greeted them receiving a familiar response back. We began talking about anything that crossed our minds and I was actually starting to enjoy it. That was until a girl in a pink skin tight dress walked in, dragging some jock behind her. I groaned as she turned around and began dancing. "What's up?" Luke asked confused at my sudden mood change. "Valerie - my ex is here." I tell them. They all peer around me trying to catch a glimpse of her. "She looks..." Calum begins trying to find the right word to say. He didn't finish as we were all taken aback when she kissed the guy who she was dancing with. We watched as she smiled into the kiss which quickly began to turn into a a make-out session. I push past a few people and make my way out of the house and into the back garden where only a few sober people sit. I kick my foot against the brick wall out if frustration. "Dude, calm down." Ashton says from behind me. I stop kicking the wall and lean against it letting thoughts run wild through my mind. "It's not even been a month and she's all over some guy." I yell. "I know, I know." Ashton hushes me. "I mean, we were dating for over a year and she gets over me that quickly!? Did I mean anything to her?" I question. "Michael, forget her. She clearly doesn't matter, ok? We came here to have a good time and don't let her stop you. She's not worth the hassle." Ashton speaks. I take a deep breath to collect myself and nod on agreement. "Come on. Let's go grab a beer or something." He suggests and find myself erasing the thought of her from my mind.

18/06/14