Apology After a Fight.

Calum: "You have five minutes." You spoke, stepping aside and letting Calum walk inside. He followed you to the lounge room and the two of you sat on opposite couches, keeping your distances. You kept your head low, avoiding eye contact as you waited for him to speak. He let out a deep breath before starting. "Y/N, I'm sorry." He went straight to it. "I hate this so much. I hate fighting with you and I hate you not speaking to me. It kills me. I was wrong baby, I know that now and I'm sorry that I didn't see that before. I know it's no excuse but I get really stressed being away from you, just like you do with me and I can't help but worry that you might leave me for someone else. Someone who will always be around." He says to me. I look up slightly and he's looking down at me with desperation clear on his features. "Please forgive me, Y/N. I need you and I promise I will make it up to you." He begs me as he carefully walks over to stand in front of me. He reaches his hand down and I take it, allowing him to pull me up. "Ok." I whisper.

Ashton: "Hey." Ashton greets me as I open up the door to him. He offers me a sad smile before looking down to his feet. "Hey Ash." I greet him back, opening the door wider and leading him inside. My mum looks to me and Ashton and quietly excuses herself. I sit down next to Ashton on the couch and he stays silent, not looking towards me that much. I worry that he thinks I'm going to break up with him, that thats what he's been preparing himself for. "It's not what you think, Ash." I assure him and he looks up to me before letting out a deep breath. He doesn't seem as tense anymore but I can see just how nervous he is. "I wanted to apolgise to you. Actually, I needed to." He seems surprised and shakes his head to say no. I take his hands and hold them in my lap, squeezing them reassuringly. "No Ashton, I do." I'm glad that this time he doesn't try to stop me. "I messed up, Ash. I shouldn't have walked out on you like that. I knew how much it would kill me if you walked out and I'm sorry that I didn't stop myself. You know how I used to get really stressed and axnious about things? I've been starting to feel that way again but I didn't want to tell you. But I relaize now that you'd help me through it, whether you right neside me or thousands of miles away. I've been really overwhelmed lately buts it not fair to use that excuse. I promise you that I won't ever leave you again no matter how difficult things may be. I love you Ashton. I'm really sorry." I look to him and he has this bright smile across his face. Before I even have time to ask him why he's so happy, he pushes me back agasint the armrest and wraps his arms around me tightly, placing kisses to my face childishly. "So I guess this mean you forgive me?" I laugh as I swat him away playfully. "Of course. And just for the record, I'm sorry too."

Luke: There is a light knock on the front door and I walk over nervously, opening the door the see who it is. My face drops when I see Luke standing there as my lips instantly tremble and I feel my eyes pool up with tears. "Y/N, I-" He begins but I quickly cut him off. "What are you doing here?" I spit, my voice a mixture of anger and hurt. "I came to speak to you." He says to me and I can tell that he is not himself. I inhale a deep breath, letting it out after before signalling to Luke to come inside. I take a seat on the couch waiting for Luke to do the same but instead, he stands across from me and pulls out a crumbled up piece of paper from his pocket. "What's that?" I ask, my voice trembling as I try to keep myself from crying. "I've been trying to think of what to say to you and I wrote a couple things down." He admits sadly. I nod and fiddle with my fingers in nervousness as he begins to apologise. "Y/N, I screwed up." He states as he looks down at his paper. "I was wrong and I love you. I know there is no excuse for what I said to you and how I made you feel but you have no idea how much I regret that day. I hate seeing you so sad like this and it kills me to know that it's because of me. You're so beautiful and I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. Y/N, I can't lose you so please, tell me what I can do to fix this. I know I'm not perfect and I don't deserve another chance but I will do anything." He tells me, his eyes glancing over to me every so often. "I'm sorry." He finishes with. By now, tears are running down my cheeks and I don't know whether to run into his arms or escape from everything for a while. He sets the note down on the coffee table in between us and cautiously walks over to my crying state. He leans down and places a soft kiss to my forehead and slowly wipes away my tears as I let him. "I'm sorry." He repeats and he stands up and before I have the chance to stop him, he's walked out the door. I breathe in and out shakily as I grab the note he left, trying to remember all that he said to me. My heart almost stops as I unfold the paper seeing the words he's wrote. The only thing written down is 'I love you'.

Michael: "Hello?" Ashton's voice rings through the phone. "Hey, Ash. It's me." I state. "Y/N? Whats wrong?" He asks me, noticing my quite tone of voice. "Is Michael there?" I ask him, not ansering his question at the time. "Yeah, he is, why? What's happened?" He questions me again. I sigh before explaining breifly to him. "We had an argument before he left and he hasn't been answering any of my calls." I tell Ashton. I hear him moving around and some muffled arguing before he speaks up again. "I'll pass him on." He tells me and I thank him. I can hear their conversation in the background and it stresses me how stuborn Michael is being. "Hello?" Michael spits down the phone. I pause for a second, looking down at my lap before I speak to him. "Hi Michael." I greet him. He doesn't say anything so I speak up. "I've been trying to talk to you for the last few days." I remind him as I try to keep my voice calm. "Yeah, I noticed." He replies. "Michael." I sigh. "Look, babe, I'm sorry." I apologise to him. Once again, he is silent as he waits for me to continue. "You know I get stressed when you leave me. I honestly didn't mean the things I said and you know that. I need to hear you voice, Mikey. Please, I'm sorry. I love you and I know I get stupid and jealous sometimes but thats only because I dont want to lose you." I tell him. I hear is quiet breathing on the line before he replies to me. "I love you as well." I smile in relief and it feel as if a whole lot of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. "I get worried about leaving you, too. Its just really hard for me to see you so distressed. I didn't know what to do so I just distanced myslef from you a little bit. I'm sorry."

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Eh, Cal's is short. Oh well. :) 

There's a bit of drama in the 5SOSFAM lately and I don't like it. :(

BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAYN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

He's my world. <3

The kid up top (on the side) is Toby Randall he's only 13 and he's British and has an amazing voice. I'm obsessed. If (for some reason): you don't like One Direction songs (why?) then check out his other songssss.

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. (It's been six days, H...) Idk, I've been a lil busy. I also haven't been as active on IG but I've stilled posted.

You guys got me to number 93 in the cateogry fanfiction and I'm so happy.

I don't know if many of you read this but I love you.

You lot are everything to me and I hope God blesses each and everyone of you.

I love you.

Always.

- HakunaHemmings .x