I gasp and moan softly. "Damien." I moaned out as he kept thrusting. "It's ok baby, relax." He says as he kisses me once again and moaned as he felt my tightness. I tilted my head back and bit my lip. "F-fuck." I whimper as he smirked and thrusted harder. After a few minutes we both had came and he pulled out, "that felt goof right baby?" He asked, nothing but love in his eyes now. I nodded and sighed softly.
The last time this happened was the baby incident.
I'm not exactly a guy. I am but, my bodies weird. I can actually have kids. Last time I ever had sex was when I got pregnant. I was 14 at the time, I was raped. I didn't go to school for a whole year, I had skipped a grade when I was younger so that's why I'm in the grade I should be now. When I got raped I put my baby up for adoption. I know where she is, she's in a good home. Only Damien knew about her, I tell him everything. I think he was disappointed when I gave her up, he bought a lot of cheap toys for her. He cried a bit when I gave her away. I think he really loved her and me. I wished sometimes that I kept her, but I visit her almost every month.
"Baby? Babe?" Damien asked as he looked down at me and I snapped out of my day dream. I thought for a second and sighed. "Can you take me to the corner store?..... you didn't wear a condom." I say softly, I love Damien but I don't want a kid just yet. It's only been about a year. He looks at me and nods. "Yeah yeah, I'll go you go clean up okay?" He says as I nod and slowly got up to take a shower. I sighed and bit my lip, he really is loving. I'm sort of always surprised he was so comfortable seeing me this way. When I was younger and went by Kim and had long hair passed my butt, suddenly to change into...me I guess. He learned how to say my mom quicker than my mom did and read up on being transgender.
How did I not see that he loved me?
I loved him since I was in 6th grade.
I got out of the shower, put on a baggy shirt, underwear and pants and sat on the bed. I thought about what just happened and smiled a bit. The door opened and Damien brought in a Plan B box and handed me some green tea to swallow it. "You feel okay? Do you need anything?" I shook my head and swallowed the pill, snuggling up into his arms. He wrapped me up like a little burrito and smiled down at me. "When did you first realize you liked me?" I asked after a bit of silence and he smiled. "5th grade, when we did our valentines day box as one giant one." "I got all the candy and you got all the really cool pencils and cards." "Yup." He said as he ran his fingers through my hair, I slowly plopped my thumb into my mouth and sucked on him, hearing Damien chuckle a bit at me. "Does this mean I can be your daddy now?" He asked as I nodded and blushed. "Mhm!"