My name is Luther D. Salgon.

I'm just a gay widowed 22 year old.

5am was always my lucky number.

The night scared me yet fascinated me.

The morning reminded me that new days would come.

Now the morning are dreadful.

I lost the love of my life that day. I vowed so many things that I broke all of the.

Never to drink.

To not harm myself.

To not go back to old habits.

And to never commit suicide.

I guess I broke all of them, or will at least soon.

I miss him so much.

And now, 5am is my death time too..