i guess, not all is supposed to be happy right?

not all is supposed to have a happy ending with their love ones.

and i think, i am one of them.

i used to think that we'll be able to call each other as ours.

i used to think that we'll be able to take our friendship to a next different level.

i used to think that we'll be able to grow old next to each other,

wake up next to each other,

marry each other..

but i guess, i thought wrong.

it was sad but true.

harsh reality, i will never be with you.

fate, the world, and even your parents are against us.

so i guess, we doesn't stand a chance against them, right [y/n]?

so that's why,

i'm telling you this.

i'm giving up.

i'm setting you free, [y/n].

i'm letting you go.

in that way, i don't need to wait for nothing anymore.

i'll be happy being dark and being with gyu.

always remember that i love you okay? 

i love you.

maybe it's too late to say that now.

but it's okay,

there will never be a 'right time' for me to say that i love you.

once again, thank you for coming to my life.

for being friends with me,

for bringing me happiness,

for turning be soft,

for making me smile,

for making me crack up a laugh,

for making me eat and make gummybears my favorite food,

for getting a pokemon buddy for gyu,

for laying in the rooftop to stargaze with me,

for sitting next to me in the bus,

for eating with me in the café,

for sharing our first kiss in the playground,

for looking up the stars and tapping my shoulder and getting our second kiss,

for saying that you love me for the first and last time,

thank you, [y/n].

and just like how every story should end,

this is our ending.

i love you so much, [y/n].

but goodbye.

-seo changbin