Flaws Tag

I was tagged by the one I cannot tag in a chapter: The one and only OfficialGredandForge! *Insert awkward round of applause*

So I'm meant to post a picture of myself and say why my 5 biggest flaws and say why I love them.

This will be a difficult one, but I'm a Ravenclaw so let's try this! Sorry about the weird angle of the photo.

In no particular order:

1) My scars
Honestly, I can't find any way of making these something good. I know some people say that they show what you survived, but I'm not there. Not yet. At the moment they're just a reminder of all I've been through. I don't know if I'll ever get past that point, but I guess I can try.

2) My hair
My hair has its good days and its bad days like anyone else's, but it gets ridiculous on its bad days. It just goes everywhere and never stay tied up. It just gets horribly frustrating to deal with but I don't want to cut it short because I hide behind it when my anxiety starts to gets bad.

It also gets horribly greasy and oily (Especially lately as I'm living in a place with a bad drought so I try avoid washing my hair until it's necessary. It's bad. From next month's no one is meant to use more than 50 litres of water a day and when the dams are down to 13.5% (currently predicted for April or beginning of May) the taps are being turned off and we have to queue for 25 litres a day. It's terrifying...).

I like my hair on its good days though and know that it's trivial and petty to care what it looks like on its bad days. I just feel like people focus on it a lot.

3) My anxiety
First let me make something very clear. ANXIETY IS NOT A FLAW. For me, it's how my anxiety prevents me from doing anything that's a flaw. There are days when I am completely incapable of functioning. Days when every stupid little thing freaks me out. In the end I just curl up in bed and have a breakdown to the pint of passing out. I'm on medication, but it still happens.

Something good about it? I don't know. I guess the fact that I'm incredibly loyal to the few people I trust? People abuse that though so...

4) My body
It's not that I'm incredibly overweight or underweight or anything. I'm just very uncomfortable with my body.

It stems from various comments and things I've experienced, but also from my anxiety and depression. I guess I can be thankful that I'm a healthy weight though.

5) My Sensitivity
When I care about someone, they can hurt me incredibly easily. And when I get into that state I kinda lose control of what I say and think and have a complete breakdown and say things I later regret.

People I don't know well can easily hurt me with regards to certain topics while other have no effects. Not going to go into detail about this with all the hate that's been on Wattpad lately. O don't want anyone to use it against me.

Thankfully people online don't tend to have that effect (I'd probably leave Wattpad if that were the case).

And a bonus photo (one from last year while I was out in the field) to say thank you for reading through my rambling thoughts:

I tag:
kmbell92
viiv-xvii
ley_titia
strangelydrstrange

And any one else who wants to do this.

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