I'd just like to apologise about how little I've been updating over the last while. I do have chapters, I'm just too scared to post them.

My anxiety has been really bad lately, which only worsens the other reasons I'm nervous of posting my work.

I'm getting to the point where this is a relatively well-known account. I'm a third of the way to 1000 followers and Souldier is getting closer and closer to 500 reads every day. It might not seem like a lot to some people, but it's a lot for me.

Don't get me wrong, I'm happy about it. Makes me feel like I'm doing something right. But at the same time it freaks me out. Makes me feel like their are more people judging all my mistakes and imperfections. That makes me want to make each chapter completely perfect, something that will never happen.

I haven't received any hate accounts or comments yet (thankfully) but I'm scared of what people think of my books, that they aren't good enough and at the same time I'm freaking out about the amount of plagiarism on Wattpad and worrying that someone will plagiarise my works.

I will try to update a bit more. I just wanted to let you all know what's going on. I hope 2018 has been treating you well so far.