Chan,

My reason to live,
My reason to love,
My reason to laugh,
My reason to breathe.
Left me.
Congratulations,
On getting married.
Be happy,
don't be afraid to be.
You deserve everything
wonderful in this cruel world.
Be inlove,
don't hold back, it's your last.
Your wife, deserves to
feel loved.
Because, that's what I lacked.
I guess,
I wasn't so deserving of
this word love.
Be free,
I'm setting you free.
I don't have the rights though.
My reason to live,
was you.
Until you left me.
Don't think I did this,
because of you.
I loved you.
Past tense.
I laughed for you.
Past tense.
I lived for you.
Past tense.

Ps. The moment you receive all my letters, is the moment I was the happiest girl in this world. I'm free of being tired.

Who lived to the fullest, C.