i wonder what i would have to write about

to get my Poems to #1

i did it once, a long time ago

and to tell the truth, it was fun

but now i look at the collections

that are the most popular ones

the topics that they cover

are far from fun

so, will never write of cutting

or self harm or suicide

i will continue my own path

and see where i end up on this ride

but seriously

i don't care about #1

because in all honesty

i will stop writing

when this stops being fun