Am I in hell
Or is it just my mind
In my head
Screams fill the silence
I'm numb
I haven't felt anything in so long
I'm alone
No one to call my own
I try to scream for help
But nothing comes out
Everyone I love leaves
Like how leaves fall from trees
I'm not happy
Now please don't get sappy
I'll live
Because so long ago
I made a promise
That I'm not planning to break
I live my life by it
But I wasn't planning to try it
Because life is so hard
It's a living hell
I'm just waiting for my brain to ring the bell
To take me away from this hell
That I call my mind
My head
My life