Jimin laid on his bed alone, staring at the ceiling

Well at least the worst was over, He thought. Surely things couldn't get worse. As if on cue his phone dinged with a notification.

He looked at the text to see a video of him and Jungkook in the hot tub from the ski trip. The blood drained from Jimin's face.

After pacing his room in a panic, he did the last thing he wanted to do, he went to Hoseok.

He knocked on his hyung's open door. He was unpacking his bag.

"I'm busy" he said sourly as he avoided eye contact

"Wait, Hoseok, please, I need your help" Jimin's tone was desperate.

Hoseok didn't look happy, but he sighed before nodding

Jimin caught Hoseok up on the letters and Jungkook and everything else that had happened in the past several months, before showing him the video.

"Well, you're completely covered up and we only see your back, so if you hadn't been tagged, it could be anybody. And really it's worse for Jungkook than it is for you" Hoseok said setting down the phone.

"It's never worse for Jungkook" Jimin snorted. He dropped onto his bed, "God, how did I let this happen? I'm so stupid" He whined grabbing a pillow and covering his face.

"Hey" Hoseok spoke in a comforting tone, "Jimin, we're gonna fix this" he tugged at the pillow, but Jimin refused to let go.

"Give me the pillow" Hoseok ordered gently.

Jimin let go and Hoseok pulled him up into a sitting position.

"I know you're only being nice to be because I accidentally made a sex tape and you feel bad" Jimin said looking at his hyung with guilt.

Hoseok sighed, "I do feel bad for you, but I also just don't understand why you didn't tell me that all this was happening in the first place."

"Cause I thought you were gonna hate me."

"I could never hate you, Jimin. But when I heard what Jungkook said, I thought you were trying to date Taehyung now or something" Hoseok's eyes dropped to his hands.

"Hoseok, how could you think I would ever do that to you? You're my hyung." Jimin frowned

"Yeah, but you wouldn't even skype with me and what am I supposed to think?" Hoseok's face was twisted into a pained frown.

"I wouldn't skype with you, because I was lying to every single person in my life and I knew I couldn't lie to you" Jimin's tone wavered with tears.

Hoseok gave a sad forced smile, "I just thought you didn't need me anymore."

Jimin laughed, "Are you kidding me, look what happened when you were gone. I made a sex tape and I haven't even had sex."

Hoseok giggled in response before pulling Jimin into a hug.

It was then that Jimin noticed Sungwon at the door.

"How long have you been there?"

"Not long" Sungwon shook his head, before dropping his eyes, "Long."

Hoseok smiled and waved him over.

Sungwon took a seat next to Hoseok.

"Okay, let's make a pact, no more secrets between the Park boys" Hoseok spoke squeezing his brother's hands.

"But" Sungwon started slowly, "I have...a secret too" The younger boy's eyes dropped to his lap."I sent the letters." His and Hoseok's eyes landed on a much too calm Jimin.

"I'm gonna kill you" Jimin said just as calmly, before promptly leaping over Hoseok and at his younger brother.

Hoseok tried to grab Jimin to hold him back as Sungwon darted behind Jimin's  chair.

"I'm sorry, you were just so lonely and I could tell Jungkook liked you and I knew you wouldn't do anything about it" Sungwon said in his defense.

"So you just send all of them?" Jimin shouted, grabbing the thor hammer he had propped against the wall.

"I thought five chances at a boyfriend was better odds" Sungwon said leaping over the bed and locking himself in Jimin's closet

Hoseok got in between Jimin and the  door before he could knock it down.

"Give me the hammer"

Jimin sighed but conceded.

"Look, his logic was off, but his heart was in the right place" Hoseok said, trying to reason with Jimin.

"His face is gonna be in the wrong place" Jimin pushed to pass Hoseok, but he stopped him.

"Jimin, before you murder our brother, can I just ask you a question?"

Jimin didn't respond.

"If you really didn't want those letters to be send then why did you address them?" Hoseok pointed out.

"I- It- it's not like I added a stamp" Jimin said defensively.

"Can you maybe just admit that some part of you doesn't want everything in your life to be fantasy?"

"Maybe" Jimin drew the word out with a huff.

"So if I can forgive you for writing my boyfriend a love letter, do you think you can forgive Sungwon for sending them?"

Sungwon poked his head out at that moment.

"You owe me mochis for the rest of your life" Jimin growled at their younger brother.

"Oh, thank god. I was really hoping to make it to my graduation" Sungwon sighed

Later

"Okay, you're officially PG thirteen again" Hoseok said handing back the phone. He'd contacted Instagram anonymously, and had the video taken down under child pornography laws. Jimin couldn't believe he'd inadvertently dabbled in porn before he even lost his virginity, but it had been a strange year all around.

Jimin looked down at the background on his phone, it was of him and Jungkook. He hadn't changed it yet

It was in that moment that Jimin decided he needed to clean his life, so, he decided to start with the mess that was his room.