Turkish narrator : ohh, hey guys. missed me. straight to the story where were we? so hero was gonna talk to heroin lets see what he has to say us. I don't something will come out of his talking thing.

Maya

I just texted him good night. and he replied the same. this's so silly isn't it? Priya asking me to text him good night. and it's been two days since he called.

I feel like I have an idea of all this?. he might be meeting that new girl? well it's fine I don't care. (TN: oh so you don't care umm)  I want him to be happy. (TN: what's actually going here? she wants him to be happy? but why she want him to be happy. I'm going mad)

And there was knock on my door. Aww my  it's him. I missed looking at him. his collagen his suits, his gaze on me. and wow the gaze seems like he was holding looking at me! then he wasn't meeting the new girl was he? (TN: what a shameless woman)

"You? here?" he came sat opposite to me. I'm still in shock. when he was that mad I was going mad that he is not in peace all because of me, now looking at hi, he seems to had good break to stand this personable?

"Why am I not invited?" with those eyes  which I was waiting for.

Why do I think this wont be the easy meeting "no, no, it's not that. I mean you." I bantered halfway. thank me I was about ask him why he didn't call me from two days.

"Me what?" he seems very calm today.  charming as always.

"Nothing" I say  hot chocolate?." I did even bother peeking at him, I know I couldn't stop myself asking what's at the tip of my tongue .

Mahesh

I nodded. her cheeks were pink  as soon as I held her eyes. the same twinkle what she does at everyone is different and on me it's different. I could feel it but how will I make her understand that she has feelings for me. I mean I really wanted a break from her so I could process my thought's? is it really fondness or is it just move on thing? what I felt with Anna was not this? now I got to a conclusion if this is love or not? but I can't stay away from Maya and madness.  I agree I love her and I can't imagine a day without looking at her face. so I'm making a move to be in Maya's good book "Maya I'm sorry about the other day." 

" I would have told you," she says it like she is my wife. I  wanted to chuckle but I held back. will I ever get over on this cute talks. I nodded smiling.

"What are you smiling at" asking she squinted her eyes.

"Nothing I missed you." she raised her head from her screen. I seem have crossed a line of publisher?

"Oh,"  I saw her teasing smile. and the next thing she did was overboard, she sliding me her phone. she got up and took her keys. and I was in for the idea, wherever she goes all organized. Boss lady. we walked out.

"My car" saying she walked and I followed. and the engine roared and in just 15 minutes we reached our destination.

"I'm going to park you will buy the tickets" I nodded and walked in. it's sunrise screens on outdoor. 

"This is pleasant isn't it?" I nodded. "have you had promise not talking to me ?" she shrugged her shoulders asking. when she wants to talk I'm more than ready.

"Actually my visit was with purpose" I said and didn't give her chance to revert back. she seems to have had some idea what I'm gonna speak.

"Is it important?" she pouted asking I nodded again. all of sudden she seems nervous and the movie is about to start. I held her face in my both hands.

"Don't worry it's about me". she still seems to be in shock.

Maya

My cheeks are still in his hold. him caressing my cheeks and this gaze seems that I'll drown in them if he keep on caressing this way. my face is very hot. and I freeze on my place when ever he does things like this.

"We should watch." saying I pointed at the screen and we turned. 

It's been 2 hours we are watching "Note book" I love stories and that to "love stories". but this is all in movies it will never happen in real but the sad part is ending. tears welled up in my eyes. and it got over.

Mahesh

I heard whipper and I turned to Maya. she was almost crying. I would never watch this kind of movie just for Maya I did. I handed her tissue she wiped her nose. I took another and wiped her eyes. and she held it from me. "We should go" she signed and I nodded. we got in the car and she handed me her keys. I started the engine. she turned her face to window. 

"Do you believe in real love?" I wanted see her eyes what it held asking something like this? what does she feels about real. 

"I do why?". I lied. I know I shouldn't be, I want her to feel it what i really feel about her. "Oh" she said and her voice was ice cold.

"You making some effort?" I asked out of blue.

"No nothing.?" she was still facing the window.

"Maya look at me?" I said and took her hand in mine. she turned, her eyes were welled up and seems like she had been crying the whole ride. I hit the break. and turned to her.

"Maya what happened?" I feel out of control when Maya acts this way.

"I. I'm sorry, whenever I see something like I need time to get over that. sorry I'm bothering you." she was hiccupping while talking. I took water bottle from her bag and walked to the other side. opening door I held her hand.

"It's ok, how long you want I'll be here" saying I walked inside the park dragging her with me. we sat on the grass. she was still crying. no sound just the tears.

"You wanna talk?" she nodded. eyes were red. cheeks were also red she wiped them to hard it seems and hair is all out of place. and I pulled her hair strands in place. I wiped her eyes again but tears wouldn't stop. 

"You know? when I see love stories I remember my mom and dads story to. they were in love very much but." she turned away from me. and got up. but I pulled her back on the Grass.

 " You know you can tell me anything?." she nodded wiping her nose.

"But," I hummed in response. "Mahesh I, I" she couldn't finish it.

Maya

I saw those eyes which would do everything to make me happy and when I couldn't say it further the same eyes were very sad. he nodded his head and held my hands. this eyes which took me to hospital and took care of, this eyes who took care of me when I was drunk, this eyes when I see them I just want stop the time. 

"Maya you can say anything,." I never let myself this vulnerable with anyone. but I feel content sharing with him. he is still looking at me with hope and I don't wat lose that hope in his eyes.

"It's dad and mom's" he didn't say anything or do anything he want's me to continue. "It' was my mom who fell in love with "

Mahesh

"And when dad told her after there marriage that dad was the first one to fell in love, until then she didn't had any idea" she seems to love them unconditionally 

tears wouldn't even bother falling. "and when they fought first time when I was ten years and they made up just in one day and it went on, it was so normal for them and dad loved her even more after every fight they had, and one day he got to know that she is not going live more than 4 months, and Nene started acting weird, and even I became weird, but dad was always dad he still loved her more than what I saw before 10 years," and she was hiccupping by than so pulled her to me. she was in arms more than she could be. I want her to feel it that I would do anything make her happy, and she can let go of all this. and this ache wouldn't leave until I feel that she is not crying I need to sooth her.

"We should leave" she said. still in my arms. and she pulled away faster the cold breeze hitting me.

"Look at me." she did. "Do you believe in love at all, when you write or read?" her eyes are something. after sharing this with me she seems very different. like she has loosen up a bit.

"You should take my car." she say and got up.

"You didn't answer my question?" she contemplates what I asked for sometime.

Maya

I don't want to break his heart and act I don't care, I do care how he would feel if I say I don't believe in love. It's just affection. when you meet new people we all do that showcasing so much on them, but I need to tell him his eyes holds hope every time he asks me something. "I don' no that I believe or not?" I said and lowered my head. he held my chin up and looked in my eyes and I can feel I have hurt him.

"You do believe Maya but you just don't accept it?" saying he smiled. I stood there for longer than I needed even after he left me at my door. what am I actually doing even I don't understand? am I taking chance in his patience on me? or I'm really dumb to not understand what he wants? or am I scared to give in on someone. I was still in the same place and he came back got out of the car and handed me and envelop.

Mahesh

Cute, emotional, strange, out of control, aggressive, sad, happy. she can be everything at a time.

"Change that look and read this." I handed her envelope.

"But what is this Mr. publisher." asking she pouted again. I smiled to that word. I had been missing it though.

"Read it." I turned to walk. but she pulled my hand back. she embraced me tight. her head was on my chest, her hands on my torso. I feel  different kind of emotion. like if she leaves I wouldn't be in peace. she tightened herself around me. 

"Thank you" and she loosened herself. I don't know what to say.  turn back and go home or stay here. well if this is love then I'm sure. I really wanted to talk to her. but it's good she opened up. and who gave her such power over me? I became tranquil.

"Tomorrow 11am at office and I'll have your car?" I texted her. tomorrow after discussing about that new book I'm gonna talk to her.

But life had gone way to hard on Maya. loosing her mom had changed her so much! but being this private is very hard, not trusting anyone, not talking to anyone, and say everything on face. well some people actually like these qualities even me. her dad might be very proud of her for doing everything. even I need a woman with vision not a little girl to play for. But what I didn't understand  is why did her Nene runaway  and that to India from turkey, there's so much into this it seems. well I just want Maya to be happy. (TN: uff no I can't take this anymore. she wants him to be happy and he wants her to be happy. did I actually miss something)

Maya

I actually feel better after talking to him. like some kind of beautiful, free, cared. literally everything. but still Priya says I  love him. this doesn't have to be love! this can be friendship, this can be bonding. but even Rafael says the same. I don't understand all this.

"Life is not logic or magic my dear. it's in your hands now, so act wise." my phone beeped with text from my knowledgeable friend. I should act as she said, but what I wanted she didn't ask me. again my phone beeped. "I know you also want him the way he wants you, so don't spoil the flow just go with it." Oh no is there camera behind me? how does she know what I'm thinking. I better follow what she said. again my phone beeped. "I know what you think." I'm not gonna text back. 

 I had to go to Mahesh's office as regards the book. I'm still not sure how to face him after yesterday night what I did. but it's work and nothing has to come in between work so I go.

Mahesh

It's 11 passed 10 and I'm eager to talk to Maya! what will be her response? and my phone beeped. "don't you dare confessing to her in office idiot, plan something and then." how would he knew that I was going to talk exactly this, well he is right I will plan something. and there was knock on my door. 

"Sir " I nodded. Maya walked in after her. she sat and this black dress is hitting me unlike.

"Coffee?" she nodded and my PA went away. I sat quite I want her to talk.

"Mahesh I think we should ask her to revise the story what we heard?" asking she raised her eyebrows.  

"Sure we will. how are you?." as soon as she heard me asking, her eyes were big and she seems sad dejected?

"I'm fine." with same smile when I met her first time in her café. I nodded. why are we acting like new people I don't understand? why are we hesitating to be normal!

"Maya" she hummed in response. "Why are we acting like strangers?" she seems little surprised.

"No, we are not, why did you feel so?" I shuck it off.

"I have to tickets for Paris this weekend and I want you to accompany me?" 

"Ok fine I'll come," I'm really very surprised. how could she agree this easy.

"Does it concern work?" asking she took sip of her coffee leaning a little on my table.

"No, it's me I'm asking you?"

"Do you need me to help you pump a girl you like?" her glare was hostile and jaw was clenched, eyebrows were up. I never saw Maya this galled, but it rings bell in my heart.

"Easy, I didn't utter that?" I was really calm.

"Jathin did, I'm sure you would have found someone so take her why me?." saying she got up. this game seems not fair at all, she is making her won mind on me.

Maya

He pulled me to him. his breath was calm, he is not like me. he would never act like how I did just now.  but still if he likes someone he has to go and talk.

"Maya" his voice is calm, how could he be this calm? I raised my eyes. his eyes are so consuming, inviting me.

"Why are you vexed? did we had any agreement you could be resentful?" his hold was compact on my arms I couldn't pull back. I didn't budge a word. he loosened his hold.

"Talk Maya talk?" I tried to pull my hands back but he wouldn't leave me.

"No" and he left my arms. I stood nestled. I know how he would have felt of my rage. but if this is his life then he should be the one to take step not me.

"Fine tell me then you are coming?" he still seems peaceful. and that smile is not making me think any good. I sat again.

"Sorry, I mean for asking those." I couldn't even complete my apology.

"I don't mind." still the same smile. I think something is wrong with me. I nodded. I embarrassed myself enough in front of him today.

"Fine I should be going now." saying I got up. he nodded still smiling, I wanted it to be peaceful, just yesterday we were good and again. and when ever I feel we are good something happens at the same moment and everything seems like shattered.

Mahesh

Now Jathin was right she has feelings for me but she doesn't want to accept. as I was right before I know how to make her realize. but what if she doesn't recognize that what she feels is connection. 

Turkish narrator : well let me see what she feels?. I had been going crazy how Maya will handle the situation but as expected she is Maya. she lashed. what do you people think will happen do let me know.