On the inside I'm eternally dying

On the outside you're surviving not living

I could show all the fake smiles I want

Yet you'd still be acting nonchalant

Why is it me that you like?

Because I still remember when you referred to me as a "dyke"

Then the next day you'd act like nothing happened and asked for forgivenss

But truly it's just part of your "business"

How much money did you make watching me suffer?

You'd always tell me love is tough, but life is tougher

Remember when we use to watch the birds?

Those times when I actually trusted your words

Did you forget about loyalty and honesty?

It's too late for apologies

You were the only one I had ever craved

and you would always be the one I once saved

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