Dedicated to @cheesefactory11 because she has been commenting so consistently it's unreal.

You guys didn't reach the goal, but that's ok because ily!

A/N: Some people who only make it to like the third reason are commenting complete shit (ignore my language). As this book gets higher up, I know there are going to be more readers. Some haters and some not. Most of these are true and I put my effort into it so, I'm sorry if I have a grammar mistake, that's just life. I'm human. I don't have an editor. I'll be editing this as soon as it's finished, because trust me, I know there are a ton of mistakes in here. You can comment them but be nice about it, geesh.

Sorry, for sounding like a biatch but it's true. It honestly bugs me. Also sorry for the short chapter, it has a lot of meaning to it though :)

Song for the Reason: Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran

GOAL: 500 reads, 55 votes, 50 comments (must be reached this time!)

Reason 26 || Judgement ||

I have cuts on my arms.

I have tears on my face.

And what do you say?

"You're stupid."

I yell and I sream and I kick and I cry.

You don't seem to give a fuck.

I'm lying on the ground grasping for your air and you look at me and say, "You aren't doing it right."

I'm writing this letter and you stand on the other shoulder, opposite of Failure and say, "Your handwriting is messy and you write complete shit."

Well guess what, Judgement.

I'm done with your judging. You continue to tell me what's wrong with me.

My height.

My weight.

My handwriting.

The way I breathe.

The way I walk.

The way I talk.

What I wear.

What I say.

What I do.

You are always there to comment on my flaws.

I hate it.

You have so many friends and they can't judge you because look at you. You are judgement.

You judge everyone, you judged me so hard that I want to kill myself.

You and society teamed up together to critique my whole life.

First my weight, then my friends, then my social life, and then finally my life.

The life that is not worth living. 

So thank you judgement, I'm not saying a lot for this letter becuase I can't be thinking out loud. Because I'm afraid of you and your every move.

Sincerely,

Cath the judged