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please go read my new book "Love Is..." I would love you all if you did it! Also, 30 Reactions to Die hasn't been doing so well so I hope this update will do it.

Song for the Reaction: Try by Colbie Caillat

Reaction 06 || Christina ||

I got a letter from Cath today.

I couldn't bring myself to open it.

I mean she was one of my closest friends.

And now she's dead.

I can't even fucking open it.

But nonetheless I opened the letter. 

And read every single word.

I bet most people cried while reading the letter, well guess what I cried before I got the letter.

Because unlike those selfish brats, I actually cared about her. I'm not sure about what she meant about pouring out any of her secrets. 

Cause I never did it.

Some other bitch did and framed me. 

And now Cath is dead.

I"m sorry Cath. I only made you do the beauty pagent for you to become popular and we can both have fun in high school.

 I never meant for it to get this far and I'm going to fucking find who spread those lies about you.

Cath is dead and it wasn't because of me.

It was because of some bitch and I couldn't even see the signs.

She showed multiple signs of depression and I still dragged her out to go to pagents and parties and I feel so bad for her.

Cath, if it makes you feel better when we did that fucking pagent you were the most beautiful there and maybe I'm just saying it because you're dead now.

But I genuinely cared for you when you were alive.

I'm putting this letter in my trophy case because you are my trophy friend.

And I'm incredibly sorry for the fucking pain you were put in.

So for the last time, I'm sorry Cath.