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Reaction 05 || Brittany ||

 #thebulimicbitch died today. But what benefit did that add to society?

Absolutely fucking none.

I did not recieve any benefits from knowing that I had killed an innocent girl nor did I feel any remorse towards her.

I knew Cath. I knew her because I acknowledge that I ruined her life.

I ruined it through one little tweeet and now instead of tweeting #thebulimicbitch, I now tweet #ripCath.

It hurts.

Because reading through all her letters, I feel like I did the worst out of all of them.

Except I didn't.

There were so many that did much worse than me and she decided to pour her feelings out onto a piece of lifeless paper.

But reading her last letter to herself really struck me hard because never had I thought she would think she was a reason to kill herself.

In fact, she wasn't even a valid reason. She had so much to live for except we all had taken away her right to life by taking away her right to dignity.

The reality is, is that every single one of us were bitches and bastards towards her and that was her ultimate downfall.

I don't care what I did.

I've owned up to it.

I may have killed her in a different way by exposing her all over the internet.

But I understand what I did while I bet, the majority of the people who recieve these letters won't.

This letter will be placed in the back of my locker. 

Why?

Because I know now that what I put online could affect someone and even take their life.

I'm sorry Cath, I really am.

#ripcathlennings