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Reaction 03 || Jax ||

My mom yelled at me to go get the mail. Something about me being too lazy and sitting on my butt.

So I went out and got the mail.

Bills.

Bills.

Ads.

Victoria Secret Magazine. I would be keeping this for myself.

Ads.

Bills.

A letter. To Jax, me.

I ripped it open to read the contents.

It was from Cath Lennings. She thinks that I didn't remember her but I actually did. I remember everything I did to her.

I'd like to think I am the very reason that she is like this. She is finally skinny.

I was doing her a favor. If I didn't put that letter or note for her, then she wouldn't have ever been good enough for society.

I mean even though we were only in eighth grade, she needed that extra push to become who she really wanted to be.

I mean Desiree told me that would definitely work to let her become skinny. Maybe it was also because I was in spite of Cody winning our bet.

But I just wanted to get in Desiree's pants. 

So I did as she told me to do. I wrote down on Cath's paper that she was fat. You see Desiree wanted to be friends with Cath so that she thought helping Cath change herself would work.

Turns out it didn't considering she is a reason of Cath's death. I'm actually laughing out loud now. Some of the reasons are hilarious. I mean this Melissa chick is a psycho. Cutting someone's wrist?

I mean I never meant to change her into a walking skeleton but she needed to acknowledge when she needs to stop.

My little note to her was her rubber band and I pulled too hard, and I may have snapped it and I guess she moved fast into losing that weight. I just know that she took it too far. I never did anything.

I just wrote that note to get in a girl's pants.

So I'm taking this note and I'm burying it deep inside last year's issue of Victoria Secret's Summer Bathing Suit Magazine.

Along with it are the same notes I got at the end of eighth grade.