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Reaction 02 || Karilyn ||

I think this girl named Cath died today. I remember her a little bit. But not that much.

I remember a girl who I used to hang out with who yelled at me for getting 100%'s on all my tests.

I'm not sure why she yelled at me and I'm pretty sure she knew how I was getting those perfect scores.

But when she died in a bathroom stall, she also had letters with her and one of them was addressed to me.

The one thing that stuck out to me when reading this was the grammar and spelling mistakes. 

I was good at english. I mean I have a 99.89% in it, but I was still working towards getting that score of perfection.

Now when reading this letter full of errors, there was one thing that wasn't wrong. When she questioned me about having sex with teachers.

Well, I never did but I paid other people to have sex with them. 

My grades were better than ever because of my money.

But I didn't think Cath cared, but I guess she cared.

I mean who am I to blame for wanting good grades without putting in the effort.

If Cath thinks I'm going to revoke my efforts of being perfect then she is sure as hell wrong.

I'm not even buying this whole "killing" act because I never thought I did anything wrong to her except be her friend.

But I guess that's too much to little ole sensitive Cath. This is so stupid.

I mean one of our teachers made us read this book called "All Fair's in Love and War" even though this wasn't love nor was it war, but it's all fair in grades and friendships.

So, I guess our lame friendship started as love, then turned to me giving sex and enjoyment to teachers and then turning into Cath's death.

I don't know how I feel about this except Cath is just a little too sensitive and jealous. Maybe it was better for her to die, since I don't think we need anymore people like her in this world.

So I finished reading the letter and I'm deciding to store this deep inside one of my desk drawers piled on top of it are all my tests that say 100%. 

That should be a good tribute to Cath, shouldn't it?

The last thing she wrote before she died and then burying it beneath the thing that killed her.