Lee Ryan plays Parker

"10 months sober, I must admit; Just because you're clean don't mean you don't miss it; 10 months older I won't give in; Now that I'm clean I'm never going to risk it." Clean- Taylor Swift

Hello Parker, the Player or the Players,

I know you probably don't give a shit about me, and I really don't want your poop either, and you probably wondered why I wrote this with a Sharpie.

That isn't relevant, though why you received this letter is far more important. So let's refresh your mind, in case you forget who I am.... Wait. You guys suddenly remember Parker at Tiana's party, don't you?

Parker dear, do you remember that wild night?

I think, if you were to browse through my texts, you'd find a picture of you, madly kissing Tiana's virgin lips at that party.

But, fellow readers who had not attended the party, that isn't what shocked everybody.

Parker dear, after all that batshit that happened with Marisol, I went to the kitchen to get myself a beer. I mean, Colette was going to be the DD, so I was going to get wasted, and hopefully forget that conversation. Sadly I didn't.

I took out my phone, to text Colette I was going to get wasted- until you, Parker, kissed Tiana.

Now had it been any other girl, another time, I would be fine.

But it was not any other girl.

It was Tiana, my best friend's sister, you happened to smooch.

It was Tiana's first kiss, and you were dating Tiana's sister, Jaz, aka my best friend. 

You swore to Jaz you'd never cheat on her... and guess what?

Tiana and Jaz hated each other. 

Were you trying to start a catfight?

Jaz and Tiana were known for fighting dirty, if you were wondering, 

I told Colette and Jaz, and poor Jaz... You left her heartbroken. 

But my hatred for you runs so much more deeper than that.

When I was in sophomore year, as some of you know... I had a drug addiction.

Now how did I come to the possession of drugs?

It was a typical high school party in 10th grade, when I first bumped, literally, to Parker.

You got me hooked, Parker, made me skip classes so I could get higher than the fucking clouds.

I admit, I tried rehab, but no use.

Finally, Colette and Jaz helped me, so much, that I stopped taking drugs.

Now, Parker here, 10 months later, in the early junior year, I bumped into you again.

You offered me more drugs.

I refused.

At this point, you got mad, because no one ever turned you down for anything.

You forced yourself on me, and tried to rape me.

And what did you say after I told you to stop it?

"Bitch please, you were begging for it, and know, I'm going to give it to you."

The worse thing was that you were sober when you did this, and willingly wanted to rape me, alcohol or not.

So yes, can you see why I hate you so much now?

I'm so glad Colette was there to stop you, Parker.

You opened my eyes to betrayal.

You showed me how strong rape victims were.

I admit, I wasn't a virgin in junior year, but there is a difference from wanting it and something being forced on you.

It's just not right.

I felt weak after that party. Jaz was heartbroken, and Parker, it amazes me how a simple, stupid boy could hurt a brave and amazing girl like Jasmine.

You know how damn long it took for us to heal Jasmine's broken heart?

6 weeks.

6 flipping weeks.

It really didn't help the fact that during those weeks, you begged her for another chance.

I don't really have anything to say left Parker.

I hope... you don't hurt anyone else like you hurt me. As much as I hate you, I would suggest you to hang around. You appear again, a lot of times. 

See you in Hell, Parker!

Lots of hate,

Natalie Palmer