"I gave you the key when the door wasn't open, just admit it See, I gave you faith, turned your doubt into hoping, can't deny it Now I'm all alone and my joys turned to moping Tell me, where are you now that I need you?" Jack U ft Justin Bieber ~ Where Are U Now

Sterling Knight plays Luke

Dear Luke,

As many other girls, I fell for you. Not love, but a simple crush. You knew damn well how I felt, and you used it to your advantage. If only life was a happily ever after, if only we got together, fell in love, and got married...

But even I could be tricked into thinking I loved you after what I did for you all those years.

Who am I kidding? All 30 of you, reading a silly daydream of a foolish, dead girl. But my problem was not the fact that you turned me down. It was what you did to me.

I mean what kind of lowlife prick would manipulate a poor broken soul to believing in her desires were realistic?

Oh wait I know a person.

You.

Let me tell you one thing, Luke, you don't get to be a heartbreaker without having consequences.

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I don't consider myself as a good girl, and I don't think anyone reading this letter thinks I'm a good girl, but I'm sure we will all agree that Luke is a player, including Parker, right?

Luke, in case you haven't noticed, girls are not objects. Just because they use you the same way you use them or you trying to shift your "heavy" burden onto them does not give you the right at all to dump them in the cruelest way possible.

E̶v̶e̶r̶y̶b̶o̶d̶y̶,̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶ ̶R̶y̶m̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶p̶a̶r̶e̶n̶t̶s̶ ̶d̶i̶v̶o̶r̶c̶e̶d̶ ̶a̶ ̶y̶e̶a̶r̶ ̶a̶g̶o̶,̶ ̶w̶h̶i̶c̶h̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶e̶ ̶b̶e̶g̶a̶n̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶l̶a̶y̶e̶r̶ ̶l̶e̶g̶a̶c̶y̶.̶ ̶J̶i̶m̶m̶y̶ ̶R̶y̶m̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶T̶a̶n̶y̶a̶ ̶R̶y̶m̶e̶ ̶w̶a̶s̶ ̶m̶a̶r̶r̶i̶e̶d̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶w̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ ̶d̶r̶u̶n̶k̶,̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶J̶i̶m̶m̶y̶ ̶g̶o̶t̶ ̶T̶a̶n̶y̶a̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶g̶n̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶n̶i̶g̶h̶t̶.̶ ̶B̶e̶c̶a̶u̶s̶e̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶c̶h̶i̶l̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶R̶y̶m̶e̶s̶ ̶c̶h̶o̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶e̶p̶a̶r̶a̶t̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶r̶a̶i̶s̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶i̶r̶ ̶c̶h̶i̶l̶d̶.̶ ̶

L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶,̶ ̶h̶o̶w̶e̶v̶e̶r̶,̶ ̶g̶r̶e̶w̶ ̶u̶p̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶a̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̶v̶i̶o̶l̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶n̶g̶e̶r̶.̶ ̶W̶i̶t̶h̶o̶u̶t̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶o̶n̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶m̶,̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶ ̶l̶e̶a̶r̶n̶e̶d̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶e̶m̶o̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶.̶ ̶W̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶J̶i̶m̶m̶y̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶T̶a̶n̶y̶a̶ ̶d̶e̶c̶i̶d̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶s̶p̶l̶i̶t̶ ̶u̶p̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶y̶ ̶d̶e̶c̶i̶d̶e̶d̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶J̶i̶m̶m̶y̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶k̶e̶e̶p̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶ ̶a̶s̶ ̶T̶a̶n̶y̶a̶ ̶b̶e̶l̶i̶e̶v̶e̶s̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶'̶h̶e̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶j̶u̶s̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶f̶a̶t̶h̶e̶r̶'̶.̶ ̶ ̶
D̶i̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶g̶e̶t̶ ̶i̶t̶ ̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶,̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶?̶
A̶n̶d̶ ̶a̶l̶s̶o̶,̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶ ̶I̶ ̶m̶e̶n̶t̶i̶o̶n̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶J̶i̶m̶m̶y̶ ̶w̶o̶u̶l̶d̶ ̶h̶a̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶o̶m̶e̶n̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶e̶v̶e̶r̶y̶ ̶n̶i̶g̶h̶t̶?̶ ̶T̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶i̶s̶ ̶p̶r̶o̶b̶a̶b̶l̶y̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶r̶e̶ ̶L̶u̶k̶a̶s̶ ̶g̶o̶t̶ ̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶t̶r̶a̶i̶t̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶.̶ ̶W̶o̶w̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶i̶s̶ ̶s̶e̶e̶m̶s̶ ̶r̶u̶d̶e̶.̶.̶.̶    

Basically, Luke went through a lot of hardship in his childhood.

This brings us to our story.

I was among the many girls who fell in love with you. No, I did not admire and worship the ground you walked on, but I had a simple crush.

Literally, that was all.

A simple crush.

That is, until you paid attention to me. I felt like I was the only special girl in the world. Sometimes, I look back just to think about how ridiculous i was.

You used me. How?

I was your escape, the girl who wasn't too whiny and dramatic. It was no surprise that you cheated on me.

But your words... you were so good to me, so charming.

I melted and your kisses were just as breathtaking as my first kiss. I think it was my fault too. I should have turned around and walked away when it was time. I shouldn't have stayed.

I listened to you, calmed you down, and according to you, 'great in bed'.

However, you didn't return my feelings. I began to realize that my crush had grown more than just a crush. I felt as if I was truly in love with you. Was that all I was, Lukas? A escape from your hardships?

I don't know why I'm crying as I write this to you. Our relationship shouldn't be so raw and painful. But it is, and I still have not gotten over you.

Did you ever return my feelings?

I wished you did.

With all my heart shards,

Natalie Palmer  

A/N: I was inspired to update because a favorite book of mine has finally recently been updated, after one long year. *happy mode*