👑12th of May 2020👑

Things that makes me Happy

What is happiness to me?

I was thinking through and was frustrated on my inability to grasp an
Idea when all my head revolved around was on series of tiny stuff which makes my heart race..
I texted my best friend asking what happiness is and she replied saying she dont know but it seems more about the little things in life..

Realization hit me hard..

We are so taken by the concept of happiness being this enigma,so distant that we over look the fact happiness is in fact so simple minute links chained to the unprecedented smile..

And I've tried down below to list out some stuffs which defines happiness..

The calmness and peace attained in Sujood is happiness to me..

When myriads of emotions overwhelms me, in my helplessness to carry the weight.. my head down in sujood and silence conveying the battles raging within .. the sense of calmness and peace claiming my heart is happiness to me..

The positive jolt in the tummy when I remember a particular scene in my favourite books.. I reach my book shelf, plop of the sofa and devour the book line by line word by word is happiness to me..

Little expeditions to books shops makes me happy..

My lil sisters banters.. how she thinks being 7 years old makes her an equal and her stories are happiness to me...

At times of exasperating headaches.. having a cup of Mumma's tea is happiness to me..

My lil nephew boy's babbling.. his laughter.. his clenched fists.. his cries is what happiness is to me..

A random comment or a msg by a stranger on my post or my books saying how my words made them feel at home makes me happy..

That satisfying moments of being the reason for someone's smile is happiness to me..

Eye to eye conversations with my best friend.. laughing our ass off on an inside joke.. being rude bitches together is happiness to me..

Annoying mumma and getting her to say "Marwa you are never gonna change" is happiness to me..

Annoying my best friend to the point she gets mad and those random customized blabbering exclusively made for us and swirling in that imaginary world of ours is happiness to me..

Everything of Harry Potter is happiness..

Deep poetic talks with my hubby aka buffaloo Mylilbooktique is happiness (note 1: I ain't married yet😂😂)

When my students refrain from something just because they are afraid of disappointing is happiness (this happens sooo rarely but when it does I'm the happiest)

I am happy when my chocolate milk is extra chilled..

Happiness is when when my pens makes my handwriting pretty the way I like it..

Happiness it when it rains..

Happiness is Milk and moccha..

Happiness is relishing my favourite surah in prayers..

Happiness is everything of fluffy unicorns..

Happiness is my favourite comfy pillow..

Happines is the troubles I create with my best friend... Happiness is punishments with her..

Happiness is my daughter's suddenly over flow of love Thanweer (refer note 1)..

Happiness is someone remembering something I told ages ago..

Happiness is that someone trusts me enough to share something closer to their heart..

Happiness is nushnucchu s student burst of philosophies..

Happiness is the sense of gratitude seeping in at difficult times..

Happiness is sudden flash backs of times of roaring laughter..

Happiness is seeing someone love the character I've created..

Happines is of many minute things on earth which I rarely give priority to but without which my life loses its priority..