Today's Date: April 19th, 2020

Day 19: CRY: write about the act of shedding tears

I hate crying but I love crying

I'm a ugly cryer but when I cry its usually because I'm been bottled up for too long and I just need to let it all out.

I dont cry easily and I dont cry often, if this was last year I would be crying 3 times a day for a month, I was messed up.

I dont know what really triggers my tears, memories, emotions, I probably just needed it at the time.

The last time I cried was a couple days ago, I was in bed and I was just shedding tears but then I rubbed them into my skin and oddly enough my skin felt smooth after that sooo

I felt terrible when in crying, like half the time I can't breathe but when I'm done I'm like 🥴I nEeDeD tHaT

Sincerely,
LEMMONZZZ🍋