Okay, here, this could easily be dedicated to a certain someone I once wronged, who didn't hurt me at all.. as well as God.. so for here, I shall do both.

Dani, I am so, so sorry...

I once treated you like garbage, when you came back from the hospital... After you disappeared, I waited for months.. and then I was unfaithful to you.. I let my heart wander.. I failed you, Dani.. and for that reason is why I broke us up.. I didn't want you to be even more heartbroken.. I didn't want you to be burdened with your unfaithful man.. but for that I hurt you even more.. you nearly killed yourself again.. and for that, I despise myself all the more.. I do not deserve your forgiveness for this, or ever.. or even for you to trust me again, or ever want me.. could you please forgive me, for what I have done?..

God.. Father.. forgive me..

You alone know of all my transgressions.. all the times I let my sinful side rule my heart.. and each time, surprisingly, you have had the grace to forgive me.. for your love for me.. for all of us.. you sent your one and only son to die for us.. I cannae begin to thank you enough..