Things I Want To Say To An Ex

Void: I mean, I don't really have an ex that I consider an ex.

Void: I have had a few 'boyfriends' but none of the relationships lasted past a week or two, so.

Void: Anyways. I guess if I had an Ex.

Void: I would probably say something super deep. Depending on the situation around the relationship.

Void: But for the few 'maybe exes' exes I have, I want to say.

Void: I'm sorry if you truly did love me and I didn't reciprocate. When I reached to you, and tried it out, I wasn't sure of my sexuality and romantic attraction. I was in love with the idea of romance.

Void: But I didn't love you like that.

Void: But now I know it wasn't a broken thing in me.

Void: I'm just Asexual and Aromantic

Void: So I'm not interested in such activities.

Void: Sorry if it wounded you when I said no or broke it off

Void: But would you have preferred to stay in a relationship with someone who didn't love you the way you loved them (Maybe, idk what y'all felt for me).

Void: And Let me illuminate some things.

Void: I don't find hugs comforting. In fact, they cause me more worry and anxiety.

Void: When my irl best friend admitted she was bi leaning lesbian, I didn't think "oh that's nice!" with chill happiness, I thought "OH no! She could fall for me! And our friendship would be over!" with panic...

Void: ...

Void: As far as I know, regular people don't panic at the thought of someone falling in love with them.

Void: I still panic around my friends.

Void: ariisamonster flirts with me and while sometimes I fluster and get silent, sometimes my silence is due to panic rather than fluster. Most of the time it's flustered blushing. But sometimes, I worry about how real the flirting is. Logically, I know it's probably all just friendly flirting.

Void: ...

Void: But again. I don't think normal people PANIC at the thought of someone flirting with or falling in love with them!

Void: So yeah

Void: Sorry Exes who might've suffered in a relationship with me.

Void: But it was likely to never work out.

Void: <3

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