My Fears (Any fear that's a scenario plays out in detail in my head, all gore included)

-Spiders 

-Thunder

-small spaces

-being in the middle of a large crowd 

-Small things in clusters (look it up it's called Trypophobia)

-People that are close to me dying in some horrible way (if I know them personally, as in, I know what they look like, their death will play out in full detail in my head)

-Someone breaking into my house and kidnapping me, hurting, or killing me while I'm alone (I'm so afraid of this that when my parents leave me, even if It's just for a walk, I grab a kitchen knife to keep near me "just in case")

-The dark.  I hate not being able to see what's in it.  The dark masks things.  Allows things to go unnoticed.  I don't like it.  This is the main cause for my lack of sleep.  Also, anxiety, which is the cause of all these other ridiculous fears.

-Failing a class in high school and having to take it again (that's a pretty common fear)

-I have slight stage fright

-Natural disasters (Tornadoes, Hurricanes, Earthquakes, Volcanoes, Floods, fires, stuff like that)

Now, I could name the rest of my fears, but the list would go on forever cuz my anxiety is always coming up with new things for me to worry about

How I hope my future is like

I want to be an artist, but really, I don't care as long as I'm happy

My Academics

I think I get pretty good grades.  I just have trouble turning in assignments on time XD

Something I miss

I miss not being a socially awkward bundle of anxiety