TW: mentions of scars + other suicidal tendencies, if prone to triggers, skip past the paragraphs marked with 4 asterisks!!

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THE JOURNEY TO Edinburgh was short, But that didn't stop The rush of anxiety and worry flowing to Ambers body. The girl couldn't stop thinking about her sister.

Wanda Maximoff was a different story from the rest of her friends (who she considered family).  The older girl had been so emotionally damaged by their childhood and young adult life.

Amber knew Wanda, not as much as she used to but they were siblings, she loved Wanda, just as much as she did when they were younger.

But the question is does Wanda love her?

Amber shook her head ridding herself of the thoughts as the quinjet came to a shaky land. Steve sent a soft look towards the girl motioning his head for her to get up.

Amber stood up and sucked in a deep breath. The girl snapped her fingers trying to ignite her powers but came to no prevail.

The rest of the team looked towards the girl, who so desperately tried. Amber shook her head and looked down, tears threatening to fall.

She was useless.

Steve walked briskly towards the girl and placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. Amber refused to meet his eyes. Steve eventually found out what Secretary Ross has done to her.

"Keep working on it Am.. it'll work out eventually" He told the saddened girl.

"No... it won't..." Amber replied, shaking off his hand and walking towards the weapons on the wall.

The girl picked up a 2 clock 17's and loaded them both, slipping one into a leather holster on her thigh.

The team let their eyes drift back to the main table, where a hologram of Edinburgh was standing.

"If I know anything about Wanda, she's towards the church off the town" Amber said crossing her arms.

"Good work Kid, you're correct. We received energy signatures from Visions stone around a half hour ago" Natasha told the group.

"Let's go then" Steve said in a serious manner.

As the other began to walk out of the jet, Amber froze. She couldn't go out there, she'd put everyone at risk.

"Amber, Cmon lets go" Sam urged, waiting for the girl.

"I'll stay here, I'll see if I can find anything else on Tony's disappearance" The girl murmured lowly.

"Stay safe Kiddo" Steve told her, before running off, with the team behind him.

Amber felt empty. She couldn't feel the spark that was always inside her. Her powers truly were gone. At least for now they were.

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Wanda stood in front of a wounded Vision. Her hands illuminating the space around her red. Two of the Black Order stood in front of her with spears pointed directly at Wanda.

They began to close in but stopped at the sound of a speeding train, passing by on the tracks behind them.

One of the Black Order through their spear at a mysterious figure who'd appeared once the train had passed.

Wanda turned to face the dark figure who had caught the spear flawlessly. The figure walked forward into the light.

Wanda smiled in relief at Steve, while the Black Order looked taken aback.

Falcon swooped through a shop and tackled one member halfway across the station, Sam turned around and shot two missiles towards the other member.

As Steve through the spear at the standing member, Natasha sprinted in and attacked the one who'd been tackled to the floor.

She managed to stab the creature in the chest with a spear, she swung herself around the spear and pulled it out, making the creature collapse onto the floor.

Steve and Natasha distracted the last standing member of the order, while Sam flew and kicked the creature to the ground beside its comrade.

"Get up" The creature muttered,

"I can't" The other replied, obviously in crippling pain.

"We don't want to kill you. But we will" Natasha said smoothly, as Steve and Sam held guns towards the two.

"You'll never get the chance again" The creature hissed, as a blinding blue light shone through the room.

The two creatures were lifted into the air and were out of sight in seconds. Steve sighed and The three heroes walked towards Vision and Wanda.

"Can you stand?" Sam asked, helping Vision to his feet.

Vision looked dead into Steve's eyes, "Thank you Captain" he spoke, his body glitching.

"Let's get you on the jet" Cap replies with a curt nod.

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The team gathered onto the quinjet, where Amber was sitting, deep in thought and fidgeting with her hands in worry.

The girl stood up straight, as Vision and Wanda were led on. Wanda glances in the girls direction but the girls focus was on the injured bot.

She gestured for Vision to be placed on the seats she was just sitting on.

"I thought we had a deal" Nat half snarled at Wanda, "Stay close, check in, no taking chances?"

"I just wanted time" Wanda replied, she was sitting beside Vision.

"What is it with you Maximoffs and not understanding the concept of undercover?" Natasha said rolling her eyes.

Wanda glanced at Amber whose eyes were closed and had music playing through her earphones.

"What did she do?" Wanda asked curiously.

"You should ask her yourself" Nat replied, turning around in her seat.

Wanda rubbed Visions arm as if telling him she'd be right back. The older Maximoff made her way over to the girl.

"This seat taken?" She asked as Amber looked up and took her headphones out.

The girl merely shook her head as if scared of her sister. Wanda sat down slowly on the chair and faced the girl.

"I'm sorry" Amber whispered her voice cracking, "You were right. What happened in Sokovia with Etro. That was my fault."

At that sentence most of the team turned around to correct the girl but saw that Wanda was trying to talk to her younger sister. So they left it and gave the two their privacy.

"Amber Svetlana Maximoff. Don't you dare, blame yourself for Pietros death. It wasn't your fault." Wanda said sternly. "I'm sorry...I was horrible. I shouldn't have said the things I did but I was mourning"

"I forgave you the minute after you yelled at me. Don't be sorry for that, be sorry because when I needed you, you weren't there. When I was sent to London, you didn't even look at me. You simply ignored me... Do you know how that felt? It was just as bad as when Etro was killed." Amber said hollowly.

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"My own sister pretending I didn't exist. As if I had died in Sokovia. That's not fair Wanda. I tried so hard, to try convince myself that it wasn't my fault and that you were grieving but that just made me fall deeper into my depression because I knew I was the cause of your grief. I needed you Wanda, you were my big sister. I ended doing things I regret to this day, things like contemplating my death, writing notes explaining why I would want to die. It even got to a point where I did this"

The smaller girl held up her wrists, to show many faint white scars trailing up her arm. Tears were dripping down her face.

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Wanda was shocked. She didn't realize the impact it had on the girl. A churning feeling washed over the older Maximoff.

Steve now interfered, "Amber look at me" he said softly crouching in front of the hyperventilating girl, "Why didn't you tell us?"

"I was already the weakest Avenger, I didn't need this added on. Everyone also had their own bad crap happening to them, that their wasn't a right time to tell you" The girl said quietly between breaths.

"Go get some rest kiddo," Steve told her giving the girl a comforting hug and half carrying her towards the small bedroom on the jet.

After a minute, Steve reappeared, closing the bedroom door behind him slowly. He walked towards the main area and sighed loudly, his eyebrows scrunched together.

"I didn't know" Wanda spoke miserably, on the verge of tears.

"We get it Hermione," Sam said sarcastically from the pilots seat. The man was fuming, all he wanted to do was hug the smaller girl.

"How didn't we realize?" Steve groaned in frustration.

"We did." Natasha said softly, "We knew what she was going through. We didn't help her through it. She's just a kid, she lost everything she'd ever known."

The whole team fell silent and for the rest of the journey the only thing that could be heard was the sound of tiny snores coming from the bedroom.

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Yay I updated! it's been, like, what... maybe like a month? Lol sorry :)

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