=//Alice P.O.V.//=

It's happening again. I am kissing Simon. I enjoy it but why? I mean there really is no point. He is going soon. In less than three days. I mean in all seriousness I don't know why I feel this way about him. I enjoy it whenever we spend a moment together but. It won't last and I'm stupid for thinking that it will. I don't know how this will ever work out. I mean what's the point of being in love when you can't be together anymore? I don't know but I can't see a way how this will end well. For me and for Simon. Do I enjoy the moment now? Or should I just get the pain over and done with?  Gah I don't know. Why does life have to be so cruel to me? Why can't me and life be friends? What did I ever do to life that makes it want to act like such a bitch to me. Well I have a message for you life. Fuck you and fuck your mentally challenged daughter. That's what I think of you life. I think I...love Simon. I mean the spark was always there but overtime the spark began to grow. It grew and it grew and it grew. Even though we have only known each other for a day now. Still a lot can happen in the time period of three days that Simon still had left here. A lot can happen in three days in general. World war three could start all of a sudden, Someone could die in less than a second or even someone might fall for Tye in three days I don't know but a lot can happen in three days...three days...that's seventy two hours. Well. We can't be awake for all that time. And it's nearly five o'clock so that brings down the time even more. But then his flight leaves mid day. I have school. We can't spend every moment together. And that's the thing I hate about life. No matter how hard you crave something. No matter how hard you want it. The moment comes. But then it goes as fast as it comes. Why does it have to be this way. I don't just love Simon for his looks. If I did that would be wrong and it would be a reason for life to be a bitch. But he has a bubbly happy personality. When we hugged he made me feel warm, safe and protected, He is a nice guy who makes me happy. And I think I make him happy in return. The spark keeps growing and growing. But at the same time the spark gets leaks on the side. The spark deflates then grows again. Then it deflates even more. But that only leaves room for it to go big again. But I can't do anything about it. So I just close my eyes and Simon continues to kiss me. Warm, safe and protected.