Did I love you?

I breath the cold nights everyday,
And look up at the moon.
They said it's morning where you are.
What a pity, we don't even share the
Same Sun.

On a dusty bench by the park,
I saw my reflection today.
Sallow and lost. 
Seeking for answers, but I didn't know
Would digging anything from my mind
Satiate me.

Was I happy, back then?

Was I happy, when I loved you?