3 months pass like clockwork and Amara had finished filming and was settling back into her house in London. Juliet had came back a few days prior so Amara wasn't alone all the time anymore. Nella was there but she was moving out so soon it would just be the two sisters. Amara turns to the next page of her book when something creeps up in her stomach. A wave of nausea floats over her body and her eyes widen running out to her room.

Amara heaved into her toilet as sweat dripped down her head.She had been non-stop throwing up for 2 weeks now and it was honestly pissing her off.What was wrong with her. Juliet ran into her sister's bedroom and rubbed Amara's back as her sister sobbed.Oakley was just about to finish touring.He had come back about a month ago but he still had some shows left on his roster.

Amara desperately wanted him to be there with her but she understood.She rests her head on the crook of her sister's shoulder exhausted.Tears roll down her face as Juliet holds her tight. They lay in the quiet; the only thing that interrupts the silence is Amara hiccuping once a while."Julie get up I need some water" Amara says her voice hoarse.

Amara starts to get up and Juliet does the same.Amara leaves the room and into the kitchen while Juliet hangs back a little.She reappears in the kitchen with a blue box.

"You're taking it"

Positive

That's what the test in front of Amara said.This couldn't be happening. A sob crept up on Amara's throat as tears fell down her face.Her hands shook as she read the one word over and over again.Was she ready for a kid.Was Oakley ready for a kid.Juliet knocks on the door and enters the room dropping to the floor with her sister.They both hear a knock on the door and their heads spin to the door.Nella pops her head in the room curiously.

"You lot okay?" Nella says, looking around the room until her eyes land on the pregnancy test on the counter.Her eyes widen as Amara sobs again distraught.What was she going to do.

It was now about twelve pm.Amara,Juliet and Nella had spent the whole day trying to figure out what she was going to do.Amara had decided she needed to tell Cee as soon a possible.She hated lying to him so it needed to be done now.She waited anxiously at the kitchen counter fiddling with her fingers until she hears the front door open.Cee walks in peering to see who was in the kitchen.He instantly smiles when he sees Mara and walks up to her kissing her lips and her head. "What are you doing up" Cee mutters as he nuzzles his head into the side of her neck lovingly. "I couldn't sleep," she says, handing him a plate of chicken alfredo pasta.

Cee gives her a weird look.Amara loved sleep.With a passion.There was never a time she could not fall asleep.Cench stares at her weirdly studying her face. "Were you crying?" he says, peering at her pinkish eyes. "Nah I was smoking a blunt earlier." Amara says lying through her teeth. Cee looks at her again not believing her but she avoids his gaze turning back to the pasta.

She puts the rest of it away and kisses Cee's cheek going off into their room.A little while after Cee wanders into the bedroom going into the bathroom.Amara's nerves grow by the minute as she waits for him to notice the pregnancy test carefully placed on the counter. Not even five seconds later he bursts out of the bathroom test in hand.

"Is Juliet pregnant?" he questions as he stares at the rest confused. "Um no. it's mine" Amara says terrified and Oakley's face widens. "What-you- you're pregnant?" he says, staring at her in bewilderment. "That's why you've been sick lately" He says and Amara nods terrified."Yea" she says, her voice cracking a little. He continues to stare at her in shock and Amara thinks the worst. "Oakley can you say something...please" Amara says scared of what he was going to do.Cee walks up to her and wraps her in a bone-crushing hug relieving Mara of all the stress she was going through in that moment.

Cee pulls away and gives her a toothy smile staring at her stomach and then at her. "We're pregnant" he says in disbelief, his hands on her waist. "We are" Amara says happy he was happy.Cee kisses her lips overjoyed.

"I love you so much Amara Jay Campbell.Beyond belief."

Amara now laid in bed with Cee between her legs holding onto her waist his head on her belly. "I can't believe that there's a kid in you" Oakley says, kissing her stomach. Amara nods, smiling a little as she plays with his hair gently.Oakley looks up at Amara as she stares off into the distance.He gently nudges her and her eyes pan back to him quickly.

"You okay baby" Cee says, intertwining his fingers with her. Amara shakes her head a little concerning Cee. "Cee I'm so scared.What if i'm not a good mom or the kid hates me or something. I-" Amara says as her hands shakes but Cench interrupts her. "You're going to be an amazing mom Amara.There's no doubt about that shit.And that kid could never hate you.No fucking way.You're too amazing for that" Oakley says reassuring her.

Amara smiles as Cee wipes away a tear she didn't even know she let out. "Thank you." Amara says quietly as Cee kisses her stomach again. "I'm just doing my job mama," he says, kissing her knuckle.

Amara wakes up in a panic. She sits up looking around to not see Cench quietly sleeping behind her. She gently creeps out of the bed and she goes to the bathroom hurling her guts out. She heavily breathes against the toilet and after she takes a moment to regain her strength she gets up using the counter as a grip. She wipes her mouth and flushes the toilet. She brushes her teeth, rubbing her exhausted eyes. She slips on one of Cenches tees and puts on her Nike pros exiting her room.

She's met with the smell of eggs which immediately makes her want to throw up again. She fights through the nausea and sits down next to Juliet who puts down her phone. Amara looks up sensing the silence to see Oakley,Nella and Juliet staring at her. She stares at them weirded out. "I got something on my face or what? Why is everyone staring?" Amara questions. "How are you feeling?" Juliet says cautiously. "Pregnant" Nella says under her breath snickering and Juliet smacks her shoulder. "Stop being fucking insensitive" she says as Nella and Amara buckle over laughing.

Once they both settle down Cee sits down next to her and Amara lays her head on his shoulder.He kisses her head and Juliet squeals. "I'm gonna be an Auntie!" She says excitedly as she makes her way over to Amara and Cench wrapping her arms around the two.

"We should go shopping. What's everyone doing today?" Juliet asks, grabbing one of the grapes from the fruit bowl in front of Mara.

"Was planning on going to the stu' with Bando and Fredo but imma stay back" Cee responds, grabbing a grape also. "You should go." Amara suggests laying back in her chair. Cee looks at her strangely. "Or just invite them over here. We got like 4 studios here." Nella suggests and Amara nods.

"Umm. Yea ok. I'll call them up" Cench says, kissing Amaras forehead and leaving the room.

Amara sits in one of her studios listening to the beat in her ear and her songbook in hand. She taps her pen on the book trying to arrange ongoing lyrics in her mind. She hear a sharp knock on the door and she sees Juliet with the toast and ice cream she had asked for.

"Thank youuuu" Amara says, extending the last word as she's handed the food. "This is so nasty," Juliet says, scrunching up her face. Amara shoots her a look and continues to eat trying not to get it on her songbook. "Ooh let me see what you're working on" Juliet squeals, grabbing the song book from Amara's lap.

She stares over it intently trying to comprehend the lyrics. "You got a beat?" She says going to the sound board. Amara nods, putting down her food and pressing on the track letting Julie hear it. "The tracks good but I don't know how you sound on it." Juliet says. "I can go through a run through" Amara suggests.Juliet had been getting more into producing and she was starting to fall in love with it. She loved how she could mix a track and she loved learning the craft of it.

Amara get into the booth waiting for Juliet to start the track. As soon as she hears the violin play she steps up to the mic

Life sucks and I never tried suicide
Mind's fucked even more than I realize
Time's up, keep it moving when she arrives
If you ever heard what I heard in my mind
Never try, you would cry, that's a lie, you would die
I don't wanna ever come down from my high
I'm in the best seats, from time, been the next breed
If you comin', come at me directly
Don't need no one to defend me
Soul's in a place even I can't get to, don't fuck with the deadly
Moon waves and open seas, quick coastin' overseas
Fuck those who don't believe
They would never wanna admit I'm the best here
From the mere fact that I've got ovaries
It's a woman's world, so to speak
Pussy, you sour
Never givin' credit where it's due 'cause you don't like pussy in power

Venom
Venom

My, my, if you've ever heard what I've heard in the night
What a fright, must've been a parasite in my past life
I don't wanna ever come down from my high
My soul ascended to the sky, it's just you and I
Gone, but I'm feelin' too alive
Tryna get me out of spite
Someone's gotta pay, I ain't talkin' big amounts
Some kind of physical pain
Some kind of traumatic shit
Niggas wanna see dead bodies
Probably not, they ain't rollin'
With no automatic clips
Moving scatty, all erratic and shit
Niggas pussy, lickin' batty and shit
Oh, you mad? Then come at me, you prick
Make a move, better patent it quick
I assume you'll be comin' for blood
That makes two of us, that makes two of us

Venom
Venom
Venom
Venom, venom (venom)

Night time to daylight, we roll trees
Saved lives and made minds that go deep
Oh, he wouldn't have guessed, I'm so chill
Part of the day in the life you won't see
Part of the day in the life you can't be
Here for, it's the day in the life of OG's
Dealin' with inner demons that won't leave
Not a word, you will listen when my soul speaks
Down I go, so follow me, follow me, follow me
Actually, don't follow me, nobody bother me
I'm a mess, honestly, fuck all of your policies
They wanna kick me down and demolish me
Use me and fuckin' abolish me
I don't wanna hear no apologies (hi)
Or am I in my own head? Can't tell anymore
Psychotic to the death when I dig deep
I can never find nothin' left, it's a mystery
Rage, nothin' but rage
Can't figure out if I'm goin' insane
Ain't no doubt but we show no mercy
So think twice if you wanna get blazed
Nothin' ain't nice 'round here, no games
I don't wanna dark nobody in a flash
True, it's a stick-up, hands in the air
Put the money in the bag, all cash, all cash

Venom
Venom
Venom
Venom (venom)

Venom

Amara waits until the track to finish and speaks out to the room. "How was that?" She asks. "It was pretty good but I think we should record it like a few more times for good measure but come out" Juliet says speaking into the mic. Amara complies by taking off the headphones and stepping out. Julie mixes up the beat as Amara continues eating her slightly melted food. She hears a knock on the door and she begrudgingly opens it revealing Fredo,Bando,Dave and Cench.

She lets them in going back on the couch to continue eating when she's disrupted. "Amara you pregnant or something?" Fredo questions and Amara nearly chokes on her food and Cench starts to incoherently cough. "What?" she sputters confused as to how he already knew. Was she getting fat or something?

"You're eating Ice Cream and Toast...That's a pregnancy craving" he says in disbelief. "OAKLEY YOU GOT AMARA PREGNANT" Dave shouts at Oakley. "You're acting like it's not a group effort" he says in an attempt to defend himself and Amara smacks his arm.

"Cench!" she says in surprise. "And you're having Mood swings too" Bando says trying to add his two cents in as it finally clicks. "I'm shocked" Fredo says as Juliet starts to laugh at the whole situation. "When were you going to tell us?" Dave questions. "We just found fucking yesterday" Oakley says annoyed as the chaos ensues.

Amara not being able to take it anymore as her mouth waters runs out of the room straight to her bathroom leaving the whole room silent.

"Congratulations I guess"

A/N

This took so long to put out smh...