I cant remember my mother,or any of my siblings. My father said that they divorced when i was small,my Mother taking my twin and my father taking me. 

"Your mother is a Duchess." He told me one day,i dont believe it however,is that really the truth? 

I dont know if i should hate my mother or not,living such a luxurious life and whatnot.

So,i asked one day,"Dad? Why do you still love Mom? She left you with nothing,right? You said you werent sure at times if she loved you or not. So why do you still love her? How Much do you love her?"

I would never forget his answer:

"I love her for her. Even if she beats me up when we were younger,i still loved. It's hard to explain it,Love is just Love,You'll understand when you're older." 

"Okay... but what about the 2nd Question: How Much Do You Love Her?"

"...look up at the sky for me. How many stars do you see?"

"Millions,so much that you cant even count them,why?"

"Well... For as long as the stars fill the sky,until all the stars go out. That's how much I still Love your Mother." He smiles at me,"And that's how long I will wait for her."

Now,I look up at the sky and hope the Stars never go out. Because one day,i would like to meet my Mom and My Siblings.

Maybe One Day we can Be a Family Again.

Im not scared.

I'm Still Searching for hope.

-Ciel Nekola