Well, since this is my birthday, have an old birthday picture

(it's my birthday what eeek)

(I get cheesecake today guys)

(CHEESECAKE)

(IM 20 WHAT'S THIS)

(I IS BIG GIRL)

(it's 1 in the morning and I have not the filters)

anyway on to the content that I wrote a week ago...

Actually it was too introspective for my mood so I deleted it

This was my 12th birthday, or to be precise the day after my 12th birthday. My mom lost her camera on my birthday trip to the plant nursery and we didn't find it till 24 hours later. I was way stressed and guilty because at that time of my life, I was able to feel oppressively guilty about anything under the sun.

Now I just feel oppressively guilty about selective things under the sun.

I need to stop talking before this turns into a brain-dead trainwreck soooo *hits publish*