Daily chapter 6- 25th January

SHUCK GUYS SO CLOSE WOOOOO

Yeah this is badly finished like it's 10pm right now and this is my daily upload so sorry it's shit I'm in a rush but I wanted to keep the streak and put one up for you guys. Please show this book some support because I am working so hard on it❤️
Laylan I'll upload your chapter soon!! :)

You hated your friends for dragging you to this party. The loud music and drunk,screaming teenagers just made you want to curl up and cry. You wanted him. He wasn't here. You push past the crowds and luckily manage to find an empty room and fall down on the bed. You start to sob just from the feeling of feeling abandoned. You couldn't call anyone to come and get you,your phone battery had died. Your friends were drunk and you were completely alone and sober.

The door bangs open and you jump to reveal a boy who you knew to be called Thomas. He was in the year above at school and from what you heard... he was a total fuckboy. Your lonely heart makes you force a smile at him as he sits down beside you.

"Here," he hands you a tissue "dry those eyes. Yeah?"

"I'm not crying," you lie and turn your head away from him. "I'm fine Thomas. Honestly,please leave."

"Hey. It's my house. I wanted some space too."

"I'm sorry," you wipe your eyes and turn to him "fuck I'm sorry... I just feel... really..." you choke on your words as Thomas places his hand on your shoulder,rubbing it in circles.

"Sad?"

You nod and begin to sob again "I... promise I'm not like this all the time. Fuck,I've ruined your party. Fuck I'm fucking sorry."

"Y/N hey. Y/N isn't it?" You nod in response as he edges a little closer to you "it's okay. I'm not going anywhere."

"I... I don't know what's happening. I don't know where I'm going." You cry "my friends dragged me here... I didn't want to come but I have to act like everything's fine. My mum and my dad have split and they're not around,I'm failing everything and me and my boyfriend are breaking. I don't know what to do."

"Sometimes I think it's difficult for beautiful girls," Thomas mumbles as his hand trails down from your shoulder to your hand and he entwines your fingers with his "people never see past their looks."

Before you can say anything he presses a soft kiss to your lips. You just stay frozen,his lips still pressed against yours. Then you kiss back... your tongue gently massaging itself  against his' as your hands planted themselves in his hair and his' on your waist. It was just one mistake... but you knew it was going to change everything and you couldn't take it back. You were unable to process what you were doing... it felt like your life was falling apart and all you were doing was watching it and letting it happen.

Thomas kisses you harder,his hands moving down to the hem of your shirt and wrapping around the sides of your stomach as he lays you down on the bed. He starts to plant kisses down your neck as you sit up,still in tears.

"No..." you choke out and back away to the corner "no... no. This can't happen!" You didn't even allow yourself to look at him as you sprint out of the room. The eager party-goers didn't seem as much as a problem now. They didn't seem bothered about the tears streaming down your face as you ran out the house and into the cold night outside. You shivered and wrapped your arms around your body. Your parents weren't home so you'd be able to cry yourself to sleep loudly tonight. Just you alone the way you needed.

You reach the driveway and see your boyfriend Newt sitting on the steps playing with his hands. Everything around you crumbles as you sit beside him.

"It's late..." You whisper.

"2am..." He mumbles "are you telling me or yourself that?"

You dodge his question like a pro "Newt what are you doing here?"

"I've been here since nine,I just wanted to see my girlfriend." He cups your cheek and examines your face "Y/N baby,you've been crying?"

"Don't Newt-"

"Did someone hurt you?"

"NO! No..." You take his hands in yours "can we just sit here for a while? Please..."

"Yeah. Of course." He wraps an arm around you "bloody hell Y/N you're freezing." He hands you his jacket "there. You got your key?"

You nod,not being able to move. Newt understood this and wrapped his arms around you tighter. "I can't loose you..." You whimper

"I would never do anything to destroy us," Newt strokes your hair back from your face "because it's us."

Part 2 for this soon I hope!!

This was crap and rushed sorry :(