*Newt POV*

My first attempt at proper gay smut so it may be actual shit. Yeah it is because I don't really have the confidence but I'm getting there. Let me know what you think anyway! And anyway I can improve :)

I sit on Y/N's bed with her cradled up to me,watching some random movie.

"I'm gonna get a drink," she sits up "you want one?"

"Just a coke please." She kisses my cheek before walking downstairs. The door was left open as her brother Thomas walks up the steps. I sit up and smile shyly at him. He smiles back and walks into Y/N's room,he picks up the laptop and observes the movie.

"Seriously Newt?" He laughs "so you just watch whatever she wants,you don't have a say?"

"I wanna make her happy..." I mumble.

"What about you,are you happy?" He places the laptop down. "I could make you happy."

"What?"

"See you round Newtie," he pats my cheek before walking off. Leaving me in total bloody shock. Eventually he leaves and Y/N comes back with the drinks and we finish that bloody shitty movie and watch a few others. Once darkness comes,I lay beside a sleep Y/N,looking up at the ceiling. The door creeks open and I jump up,ready to attempt to attack someone. But it's just Thomas,shirtless in just a pair of pyjama bottoms.

"What are you doing in here?" I whisper.

"Wanna hang out."

I switch on my phone "Thomas is bloody 1AM."

He walks closer and pulls he out the bed by my arm,softly running his finger down the skin "so what? And I prefer Tommy." He takes me into his room and closes the door.

"Fine fine whatever... I'll call you Tommy. What do you bloody want?"

"She just drags you around,treats you like you're nothing. You ain't nothing to me. You know that right?"

"Umm yeah. I mean you're my friend and I know you care for me and I appreciate that Thomas... I mean,Tommy."

He groans slightly and bites his lip "call me that again."

"Tommy." I whisper as his lips crash to mine.

I knew I wasn't supposed to like the kiss... I'd never liked or thought about being with any guy in my life ever. But I kiss him back and it felt heavenly. Much better than Y/N. I wipe her out of my head because this felt so good. Tommy was bloody gorgeous and I felt drawn to me. He dominated the kiss and danced our tongues together. I pull back for air as he pressed little kisses on my neck and jawline,emitting a small groan from my mouth.

"You like that?" He smirks and I nod rapidly in response. I felt my knees weaken "fucking hell I want you." He lays me down on small bed and kisses me again,him on top of me and his body pressed heavily against mine. I slid my hands down his bare chest and felt the muscle. I slowly took all my self control I had left to pull away and stroke his cheek.

"This is so bloody wrong Tommy."

He smirks and leans down to whisper in my ear- "but you love it anyway. Don't you?" He blows some air in my ear and nibbles at the lobe and I groan in response. He slowly takes off my shirt and kisses me again for a few moments.

"You sure you want this?" He asks,cupping my cheek and looking into my eyes. "You can go and I won't tell anyone."

In response,I yank down his pyjama bottoms and them mine. "Please Tommy,please." I beg. I lay naked in front of him. I look down at his body and realised had never seen anything as gorgeous as that in my whole life. Licking his lips, Tommy wrapped his right hand around the my erection,watching my face intently as he did, I responded with a groan. He began to stroke it slowly for a few moments until he let go and kissed me softly.

"I don't want to take advantage of you in this state," he whispers.

I smirk and kiss him again quickly- "you already have. But Tommy..."

"What?" He asked in exasperation as he bought his lips to my neck.

"Your parents a-are in th-their room." I moan.

"And?" He asked.

"They'll hear u-us." I buck my hips harder.

"Let them." He whispers.

"So... How do we do this?" I ask,starting to feel nervous.

He senses my nerve and cradles me in his arms,entwining his hands in mine. "I go on top so I can take the lead. It'll hurt but I'm going to try and make it as painless as I can because I don't want to hurt you. Okay Newt? If you want to stop you tell me. Okay?"

"Okay," I nod. Slowly moving myself around to kneel on all fours,letting out a soft whine as Thomas presses himself against me.

"You like this, huh?" Thomas says in a hoarse voice. I just moan and throw my head back. I watch as Thomas roots through his bedside table and pulls out a bottle of lube and a condom. Then, without prepping me, he drives his dick inside of me. My eyes widen from the pain,I just squirm, eyes pooling with tears. I just wanted him to keep going because the pain would go away... Eventually.

"Newt baby you need to be a little quieter," Tommy coos into my ear "you don't wanna wake anyone." He leans down to on suck on neck as he continued to move, hips thrusting with power and the sound around us was skin slapping against each other. Grunting into my ear even louder so I could tell he was close. I wanted him to enjoy this,even if I didn't. But the pain ebbed into pleasure. I drop myself down on the bed,panting heavily as I feel a pool in my stomach and I came. Hard.

"You came." He smirks, not stopping his thrust. I was unresponsive from my orgasm. After some more thrusting, Thomas grunted as his release came. He shook as he came inside of me. He dropped on top of me and helped me on my back,kissing me softly and soothing me. Grabbing a towel from his draw and cleaning me and then himself up.

"Wow..." I pant "that was..."

"Amazing?" He finishes my sentence.

"But so wrong," I grab my shirt but he stops me. "Tommy... Thomas,no. My girlfriend..."

"Your girlfriend isn't the one you want to be with. It's me. Don't you get what you want?"

"Yes I do."

"Then admit it. Say it."

"You..." I whisper as he cradles me against him and I fall asleep...

As always,I love to hear your opinions on Newt in these imagines. So let me know what you think of him in this one! Be as cruel as you want😂❤️