Chan had to pull himself together a lot in order not to fall asleep again.

Jisung and Changbin lay warm and soft in his arms and that's exactly how heaven felt for Chan. He could have stayed like this all day.

But since he had already ordered and paid the food, he would soon have to get up again.

For a moment he closed his eyes and enjoyed the closeness of the two. Listened to their even breath and breathed in their smell.

He gently stroked the arms of the two and realized that he had to wake the two when the food came, as they were lying on him.

He would have liked to let them continue sleeping, but it didn't help at all.

When the doorbell rang a bit later, he gently pushed them from himself, which actually caused them to wake up.

While they sat up tired blinking, Chan hastily put on sweatpants and a shirt and ran to the front door.

Shortly afterwards, he came back with two packed bags in his hands.

"Didn't you overdo it a bit?" Changbin asked with a grin, but the smell gave him his mouth water.

"No, I don't think so. On the one hand, I'm really hungry and on the other hand, I don't want to cook later," Chan said and grinned crookedly.

"What? I thought we'd cook together later?" Jisung asked and looked seriously shocked.

"As if you ever really cook. You sit on the kitchenette and look cute," Changbin said with a grin and gently kissed the younger before he got up and went to get fresh clothes.

Chan carefully put the bags on the coffee table, sat down on the sofa and pulled Jisung to himself.

"Will you be very sad if I don't cook anymore today?"

Jisung yawned and snuggled closer to Chan. "To be honest, as long as you are both with me, I don't care what we eat."

"You are very sweet, do you actually know that?" Chan asked, stroked through Jisung's hair and kissed him gently. "I love you so much!"

"Hmm if you say so.. I love you too, my handsome!" Jisung murmured and smiled uncertainly.

"I think we should tell him more often how beautiful, sweet and cute he is. And damn an absolute ace!" said Changbin, who was now dressed at that moment and came back with clothes for Jisung.

"That's right. I think we tell you that far too rarely. You are wonderful! Incredibly talented and without you we wouldn't exist!" Chan said and kissed Jisung gently again before he got up and disappeared into the kitchen.

Jisung got up and went to Changbin, who immediately pulled the younger one into his arm.

"If I could, I would eat you up.. I'm sure you're the sweetest snack there is," Changbin said and sighed theatrically.

That made Jisung giggle softly. "You are sweet Binnie."

Smiling, Changbin handed him the clothes and followed Chan into the kitchen. Jisung took a deep breath and got dressed.

He felt very loved and cared for by Chan and Changbin, but still sometimes wondered how he deserved them.

But for the moment, he tried to put his self-doubt aside and focus on the beautiful things and feelings.

Barefoot and without a shirt, he followed the two elders into the kitchen, who stood close and whispered something to each other.

"Ey? Do you have secrets from me?" he asked with a pout on his lips and crossed his arms.

"No baby, we would never dare," said Chan, went to Jisung and pulled him into his arms. "Do we want to eat?"

"Yes, we want to!" Changbin said and walked past them into the living room with glasses and cutlery in his hands.

Smiling, Chan and Jisung followed him and so they sat on the sofa a short time later.

"I think we can also just go to sleep early.. who wants to stay awake until midnight," said Changbin yawning after they had finished eating.

"BINNIE are you serious? This will be our first New Year's kiss! Do you really want to miss it?" Jisung asked in shock and boxed against Changbin's shoulder.

"Well, baby, if Binnie doesn't want to, then we can kiss. And Binnie can go to sleep," Chan said with a grin, pulled Jisung and kissed him longingly.

"Eeyy that's not how it was meant!" shouted Changbin and tried to pull the two apart.

Laughing, they finally let themselves be pulled apart by Changbin and ended up narrowly entwined on the sofa.

Chan lay with his head on Changbin's chest, which gently stroked through his hair, while he himself held Jisung and shamelessly took advantage of the fact that he wasn't wearing a shirt.

He gently stroked Jisung's belly and finally shook his head at some point.

"Hard to believe that we sneaked around each other at the beginning of the month and didn't know how to deal with our feelings. I suppressed my feelings for you for so long that they just burst out of me...," he said with a smile and reached for the hands of the two.

"And I thought you wanted to run away with Jisung and ended up in the hospital cause of that...," Changbin sobbed theatrically.

Grinning, Chan and Jisung wrapped their arms around Changbin and pressed kisses on his skin wherever they could reach.

"I always thought you would only see your "little brother" in me and have no interest in me anyway... and certainly not both. I was incredibly afraid to break everything...," Jisung murmured.

"Me too...," Chan said quietly.

"Me too... But since we now fortunately know that it's not like that, we can make sure that never happens!" said Changbin and kissed the two as well.

They stayed snuggled close to each other for quite a while and enjoyed the closeness of the others. They knew very well that all the stress would start again soon and enjoyed all the more that they had time for themselves without having to pay attention to anything.

At some point, Chan's hand became independent and pushed himself under the waistband of Jisung's pants and remained on his butt.

What led to Jisung moaning, but Chan wasn't quite sure whether with pleasure or pain.

"You can't be serious Sugar... You just fucked me into Nirvana," murmured Jisung, who was about to fall asleep again.

Changbin watched the two with a grin and somehow the whole thing turned him on, even if he wasn't sure if he was ready for the next round.

"What can I do if you lie here without a shirt. You did that on purpose..." said Chan pouting and began to suck on Jisung's neck on the sensitive skin.

"Well, luckily we won't have an appearance in the near future. Look at him," Changbin said with a grin and gently stroked the countless dark spots on Jisung's skin.

"Maybe also quite good that we have winter and he can wear a scarf without standing out," Chan also said with a grin and pressed a kiss on Jisung's neck.

"You are unbelievable! Are there really so many?!" asked Jisung, who hadn't yet looked in the mirror after they had sex.

Chan and Changbin looked at each other contritely and laughed. "We're sorry?" said Chan and bit his lower lip to suppress a giggle. "I like it when everyone can see that you belong to us," he murmured quietly.

"Channie has a ownership kink," he noted giggling and Chan immediately blushed insanely.

But it felt damn good to hear Chan say that and Jisung cuddled happily smiling closer to the two elders. "It's okay, Channie."

"Do you know what would be much better than cuddling?" Chan asked at some point. "Cuddling naked..." he said without waiting for what the others could answer and sighed sadly.

Laughing, Changbin boxed against Chan's shoulder, who moaned in pain. "I don't think Sugar fits as well as your nickname. We should call you Horny," he said with a grin.

Chan shrugged his shoulders with a grin and hit Changbin's butt. "What can I say... you two are incredibly hot."

Almost at the same time, Jisung and Changbin shook their heads. "You are unbelievable Channie," Jisung said with a grin.

They stayed cuddled up on the sofa for quite a while and watched some series without being able to really say what it was about afterwards.

Time flew by without them noticing it and when Chan looked out of the window at some point, he noticed surprised that it was already dark. And almost at the same time that Jisung had actually fallen asleep.

Yawning, he turned around and noticed that Changbin was also asleep.

"Unbelievable..." he murmured, pressed a kiss on the forehead of the two and stood up. Smiling, he covered them before he left the living room.

He had the idea for new lyrics and he really wanted to write it down before he forgot it.

A look at the phone showed him that he still had some time until midnight to work on it. Nevertheless, he set an alarm as to not forget the time again - which happened often enough when he was working.

Buzzing, he made himself a tea before he withdrew into his room and sat down at the desk.

The words flowed out of him and slowly gave an overall picture.

In the living room, Jisung woke up a little later and believed few terrible moments he had missed his New Year's kiss. But after looking at his phone, he relaxed again.

Only until he realized that Chan had disappeared.

Yawning, he sat up and looked at Changbin. He slept with his head on his arm and his mouth slightly open. He looked so cute that Jisung had to smile immediately.

Smiling, he took a picture of the older one before he went in search of Chan.

He finally found him in his room, with headphones on and completely immersed in his work. Smiling, he went to him and leaned against him from behind.

Actually, he usually didn't bother Chan when he was working, but it was only an hour until midnight and he didn't want Chan to spend the time working.

Surprised, Chan took off his headphones, turned around and pulled Jisung onto his lap.

"Slept well?" he asked quietly and kissed the younger gently.

"Mhm I have. And I took an incredibly cute picture of Binnie. Look," he said satisfied, showed him the photo and leaned against Chan.

"That's incredibly cute. We should hang it up somewhere," Chan said with a smile and kissed Jisung again before he got up with him in his arms.

"Ey, where are we going?" Jisung asked, giggling and clung to Chan.

"To Binnie. I want to toast with you at midnight and then kiss you," Chan said and gently stroked Jisung's naked skin.

"Maybe I should get dressed so that you can concentrate on it," Jisung said with a grin.

"Maybe."

When they arrived in the living room, Changbin had just sat up and looked at them sleepy.

"Where were you?" he asked, yawning.

"I had to stop Channie from working into the new year..." Jisung said and sighed theatrically, which led to Chan mercilessly tickling him.

"Binnie save meee," Jisung screamed, but he just shook his head yawning.

Laughing, Chan finally let him go and let himself fall on the sofa next to Changbin, who immediately cuddled up to him.

"I thought you kissed without me," Changbin murmured and buried his face on Chan's shoulder.

"Oh, Binnie.. No... I just urgently had to write down an idea for a song before I forget it," said Chan and gently stroked the back of the younger one.

Jisung snuggled up to Changbin from behind and grabbed his hand. "We love you, Binnie," he murmured and pressed a kiss on Changbin's neck.

For a moment they remained sitting like this until Chan finally carefully detached from them and stood up. "I'll be right back."

Changbin turned to Jisung, pulled him into his arm and kissed him gently.

He gently bit on Changbin's lower lip and deepened their kiss when the elder moaned quietly. He gently scratched Jisung's back, who threw his head back moaning and pressed himself against Changbin.

"Oh, that's how it is. You want to fuck into the new year," said Chan laughing, who came back into the living room at that moment. In his hands he carried a bottle of sparkling wine, in the other three glasses.

Shamelessly grinning, Jisung rubbed against the older while watching Chan.

"Won't be the worst way to come into the new year," he chackled, but finally slipped down from Changbin's lap, jumped up and ran into his room.

Chan dropped on the sofa next to Changbin. The younger one had slightly reddened cheeks and took a deep breath. But Chan didn't give him any more time to gather again. He pulled him to himself and entangled him in a passionate kiss.

"I hope you know that we love you! And that we like to kiss you just as much as we like to kiss each other. You are not the third wheel, you are a part of us! Without you, we wouldn't exist!" he said seriously and gently stroked Changbin's back.

He nodded, leaned against Chan and was just about to reply when Jisung -dressed- ran back into the living room.

"It's only 15 minutes left!" he shouted and dropped on the sofa next to Chan.

"Actually, we could start drinking right now, right? Or do we have to wait until midnight for this?" asked Changbin, to whom 15 minutes still seemed like an eternity.

"I think its amazing that we aren't drunk yet," Jisung laughed and opened the bottle without further ado before Chan could say anything.

"No wonder, you also overslept most of the time. There wasn't much opportunity to get drunk," Chan said, shaking his head with a grin.

"You should have prevented this," Jisung said reproachfully, even if he wasn't serious and gave Changbin the first full glass.

Giggling, Changbin drank a sip, causing Chan to raise his eyebrows and look at the younger one with amusement. "I think Binnie doesn't need alcohol and to be drunk," he said with a grin and took the glass that Jisung handed him.

"So I think it's cute," Jisung said smiling and kissed Changbin gently before he sat between the two.

And somehow the time passed faster than they had thought.

Chan had turned on some official stream with a countdown for the new year and Jisung did his best to get them all drunk in time, which of course didn't really work in the short time.

And yet they had their fun. So much so that they didn't really pay attention to the stream and only when they heard the "10... 9... 8..." they only then noticed that the 15 minutes were almost over.

"3... 2... 1... HAPPY NEW YEAR," the guy shouted on TV, which led to the three bumping their glasses and Jisung to kiss Changbin after seeing Chan's inviting gesture. "I love you, Binnie!" he whispered and ruffled through his curly hair and kissed him again.

"I love you too, baby!" Changbin said with a smile.

Before he could even take a deep breath, Chan pulled him to himself and kissed him longingly. Breathing heavily, they detached themselves from each other and grinned at each other. "I love you too Horny," said Changbin smirking and pecked Chan's lips before he pushed him to Jisung.

"I love you too Sexy," said Chan giggling before he turned to Jisung and gently pulled him to him.

In bed, he often treated him rough, almost coarsely and also a little condescendingly, but the kiss now was incredibly gentle and loving. Sugar-sweet and made Changbin feel very warm and somehow incredibly loved - and in love.

The two were right. They belonged together -all three- and he didn't need to be jealous.

Smiling, he reached for the hands of the two, who separated at the moment.

"I love you, HornySugar," Jisung said with a grin.

"I love you too, baby."

Then they pulled Changbin to themselves as if on command and snuggled up close to each other for a moment.

"Happy New Year!" whispered Chan

"Happy New Year!" the other two replied with a smile.

"That this year we work more strongly than ever on our dreams and together achieve everything we want," Jisung said quietly, which led to the two elders looking at him lovingly.

"3Racha Fighting."

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Okay...  I don't really know what to feel right now. I'm kinda happy about this chapter but also kinda sad that this story comes to an end now even tho it took me like forever to finish it. Thank you for staying till now and for all the reads, likes and comments! It really means a lot to me and I love you guys! ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა
If it wasn't for you I would just start stories and never publish or finish them.. I'm really thankful for each one of you! (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

Also I wanted to ask if you guys would want one more last chapter with a little bit of smute in it? (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)
Cause there... uhm... maybe an idea spinning in the back of my head.