When Jisung woke up from the urgent need to go to the toilet, he reacted quite quickly and wanted to leave the bed, but there was a strong pain in his lower body, especially in the lower back.

"Fuck..." he murmured and tried to slow down his movement to the point that it didn't hurt him so much.

He groaned in pain when he finally managed to get up and, as fast as he could, went into the bathroom with small, careful steps.

Despite all the pain, he couldn't help but grin when he thought back to the previous morning.

He had suspected that Chan would be very dominant during sex and he had enjoyed every second of it. He had dreamed of having sex with Chan so often, thought about it so often and yet reality was much better than his imagination.

If the performance wouldn't be on the 25th, he would have been tempted to repeat it, but he knew that it wasn't a good idea.

He would have to dance and it at least had to look reasonably smooth. Without being visible that he was in pain.

Grinning, he bit his lower lip, washed his hands and then made his way to the kitchen to make coffee.

Chan and Changbin were still sleeping and so he grabbed his mobile phone, his headphones and his notepad and made himself comfortable with his coffee on the sofa.

As if a knot had burst in his head through the sex, the words flowed out of him and yielded a song lyrics faster than usual, to which he knew exactly which beat and which melody he wanted.

Grinning, he grabbed his phone, started recording the vocal demo. That was just a rough draft and not as good as in the studio, but he would be insanely annoyed if he forgot what he had imagined without having recorded it.

Just when he had put his phone aside extremely satisfied with himself, Chan and Changbin came into the living room in search of him.

"Good morning my pretty ones," Jisung said in a good mood and wanted to jump up, but was once again stopped by the pain in the abdomen.

Panting, he collapsed and clenched his teeth.

"Oh God, baby, is everything okay?!" Changbin asked worriedly, while Chan stood next to him and looked incredibly guilty.

"I'm so sorry, baby!" he murmured, quickly went to Jisung and carefully lifted him up.

"Leave the sugar, I can get up by myself," Jisung said with a laughing, but snuggled up in Chan's arm.

"I should have held back..." he murmured, gently put Jisung on the sofa and kissed him apologetically.

"No! You shouldn't have! I wanted it exactly that same way and if we wouldn't  have to do the damn performance on the 25th, I would ask for a repetition," he replied lasciviously grinning and kissed Chan again.

"Uhm, did I miss something?" Changbin asked, sat down next to the two and smiled uncertainly.

"Uhm well... too rough sex can certainly cause a little pain the next day?" Jisung explained with a grin and rubbed his neck.

"Ooooh... do you need anything?" Changbin asked anxiously and gently stroked through Jisung's hair.

"Breakfast. And cuddles."

A short time later, they sat together at the table and had breakfast. Chan hadn't listened to the youngest and carried Jisung to the table even tho he protested, while Changbin had boiled up ramen.

Satisfied, the three were sipping their ramen while they debated whether they wanted to go to the studio later in the day.

"Mhm I think we should go !"

Chan and Changbin looked at the youngest flabbergasted, who grinned extremely satisfied.

"Uhm, why?" Chan asked, tilting his head.

"I wrote a new song and I would love to record it with you."

"A new song?" Changbin asked and his eyes sparkled curiously.

"Yep and he combines all the themes that currently prevail in our lives," said Jisung and his grin only became wider. "The song is called 'Red Lights'. And maybe it's not a rap song."

Chan and Changbin looked at each other and it was clearly visible how exited they were about what Jisung had just told them.

Faster than Jisung had suspected, the two made sure that the apartment was halfway tidy, so at least the food leftovers were put away and they were ready to leave.

Shortly before they wanted to leave, Chan convinced the youngest to take painkillers in order to be able to move reasonably painlessly in the studio.

When they left the apartment building their driver was already waiting for them, although Jisung hadn't even noticed that had called him.

Smiling, he opened the door for them and drove them to the label in a seemingly good mood.

"Nice that you are back," he said when he opened the door for them to get out.

"Thank you."

They liked their driver. Most of the time they had the same one and in the meantime they had become very used to each other.

The time in the studio passed rapidly. Chan and Changbin were enthusiastic about the lyrics and also about the demo.

They set out to record everything after Jisung's vision and without realizing it they sat in the recording room until deep into the night.

The song took on more and more forms, even if they changed some beats and re-recorded and changed some lines or tones, but all in all they were incredibly satisfied with the result. And Chan was incredibly proud of Jisung, because he had made almost everything himself.

It was shortly after 12 when they decided to stop for now and to continue working the next day.

Just as they talked about driving home, Jisung stomach growled and Chan turned around in shock.

"We haven't eaten anything. Why haven't you say anything?" Chan asked worriedly and looked at Jisung with raised eyebrows.

Who only shrugged his shoulders.

"Come on, let's go eat something and then go home!" Chan ordered, turned off the lights in the studio and let the two go ahead.

Very close to the label was a restaurant that was open until late in the night and in which they were almost regulars, as they had their peace there.

A short time later, they sat together at the table and in front of them stood steaming bowls and plates.

"Better?" Chan asked and looked lovingly at Jisung and Changbin.

"Much better!" said Jisung, ate the next spoonful of soup and smiled back contentedly.

"We haven't been here for far too long. The food is so damn good here," Changbin sighed and closed his eyes with pleasure.

Chan wanted to pull him to himself and kiss him, but knew that was a stupid idea. Even if no one was in the restaurant with them, they couldn't risk being seen kissing.

So Chan took the next piece of chicken instead and stuffed it into his mouth lost in thought.

He was still thinking about the morning before. Similar to Jisung, he had imagined often to have sex with the two and hadn't expected it at all at that moment.

He suppressed a sigh and shook his head. He longed to feel Jisung under himself again, but he felt like he would seem somewhat horny if he would confessed it to the others.

And yet his thoughts went astray and he thought about bending  one of the two, or maybe even both of them over the table and to unbridled-

Chan bit his lower lip so hard that he could taste blood. He absolutely had to try to get his thoughts under control, because he was already aroused.

"Channie, are you okay?" Changbin asked at the moment and looked at Chan worried.

"Yes, of course, sorry. I'm just a little tired," Chan said, yawning as proof. Thoughtfully, he realized that he was actually tired. Usually he only needed a little sleep to get along well, but today he somehow just felt tired.

"Then let's eat up and drive home," Jisung said and also yawned. The day had somehow become longer than they had expected and although they were quite satisfied, they were just tired.

It didn't took long until they left the restaurant and hasted to get back to the label, where their driver was already waiting for them.

Jisung was so tired that he already fell asleep on the short way home, which led to Changbin carrying him into the apartment.

After he put the younger one on the bed, he looked at Chan and bit his lower lip, looking worried and kinda sad.

"What's going on Binnie?" he asked softly and pulled the younger into a hug.

"Do you think we... we can try it again...?" he finally asked hesitantly.

"What? Going out to eat?" Chan asked confused.

Changbin blushed and shook his head. "No... I mean... the sex," he muttered, hiding his face on Chan's shoulder.

Grinning, Chan stroked his back and occasionally used it to leave a wet trail of kisses on Changbin's neck.

"Anytime babe! But maybe after the 25th, Ji is the with what he said, but of course," he smiled affectionately at Changbin, who had carefully raised his head after Chan's first words.

"And if I don't like it?" now Changbin's voice was just a whisper and he pressed himself against Chan again.

"But you liked it yesterday, didn't you?" Chan asked worriedly and gently raised Changbin's chin to see his reaction.

The younger one blushed insanely, but finally nodded. "Far better than... than everything I ever did alone," he murmured and pressed his face against Chan's shoulder again.

"God, how can you be so cute?" Chan asked lovingly and pressed a kiss on Changbin's dark curls, which caused the younger to giggle softly.

"So then we should be able to find out if you like sex and if so, how. But we have a lot of time for it," he said gently and finally pulled Changbin with him to bed.

Chan lay down next to Jisung, who snuggled up to him almost instantly and pulled Changbin into his arm.

"Sleep now, Binnie! I suspect the next few days will be long and you need sleep. You're still not healthy."

Changbin nodded, snuggled up to Chan and closed his eyes. His worries weren't gone yet, but he was a little more confident than before the conversation with Chan.

"I love you Sugar!" he murmured and pressed a kiss on Chan's arm.

"I love you too, my angel!" Chan said with a smile and gently stroked through Changbin's hair.

Normally he had difficulty falling asleep, but snuggled between Changbin and Jisung he somehow felt very secure and his eyes closed quite quickly.

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